Time and time again this search ends in nothing but disappointment. Hours of conversation that gives the impression that you have actually found someone that fits what you want and are looking for. Deep and thought out responses and an smashing amazing conversation.
You told yourself not to, but that little hope thing started to stir in the back of your mind and you didn't help but look forward to the next message waiting to continue the conversation but also restraining yourself because this person wants to go slow.
Then you wake up in the morning and go to check your messages. Nothing from her since early last night which was kind of unexpected, but she said she would be busy. Click in her message to say good morning.
"You can't respond to this conversation because this person has deactivated their account, you've blocked them, they've blocked you, or they are on a timeout." IYKYK
No message, no explanation, just nothing. And despite your logical fucking brain, there is a little part that says, "Well maybe she got reported by some ass hat that she told go fuck off." But you also know that's likely not the truth.
I would rather have someone tell me to fuck off to my face and tell me why than have someone ghost and be left to wonder. If you've ever ghosted anyone in a situation like this, FUCK YOU.
That is all.
