A Secret to tell

Ok maybe I lie sometimes telling myself I'm strong alone, but deep inside I want to be chased through the woods by a primal like I'm an omega in heat, I wanna be small enough to jump and wrap my legs around my Doms waist and for him to fuck my against the wall while telling me dirty things to remind me I belong to him. I want that Dom that will make me sit down and do my work like I'm suppose to, that daddy Dom that will casually walk by and pluck bad food out of my hand and give me a stern look that tells me all I need to know without saying anything, I want to wear sexy lingerie and dance to hot music in front of my owner in a manner that makes him lose control and take me roughly on the floor because he just couldn't wait. I want the villain that would kill the world to save me, I want the bad guy who kidnaps me because I'm his obsession and then makes me fall in love with him, I want long term. Fuck me I want it all so badly... but I'll never admit to it in person because I've been burned so many times, and rejected so many more. -heavy sigh- I am strong alone, but heaven knows I'd be stronger together. All I want and all I can never have, are the same thing....