I found who I was looking for, but tell me why I immediately pushed him away refusing to give in to my desires? Was I scared of that dark side being let loose, was it to much to have everything I had been looking for in front of me, practically laid out buffet style.
Mmmmm fuck yes it was. I wanted him, my God I wanted him so fucking badly, but sanity won out. However, I couldn't quite walk away, I needed what he was offering, fuck me, but I craved it in ways I could only imagine.
So what did I do?.... I made a deal with the devil and then walked away, it was up to him whether or not he wanted to start the hunt. Maybe im just a passing thought, maybe not, but for 1 hr he was everything i desired and more.......I hope he doesn't catch me, it would mean so many bad things for me........but fuck......at the same time I really hope he does........
SomonesSoulmate
