He was looking for his Ride or Die I was looking for the same. Just sharing.
He asked before if he wanted to be my HOH Head of Household I be the little Stepford Doll Wife. I had to wait with flow even later times I had it before but for few years but this time if someone truly wants you they will go through deep depth to be with you.
Of course this is the beginning stages we are building through courtship and time treating as honeymoon every day but still know in reality things to done work to be done keep a routine. Not just sitting eating bonbons all day. I would be taking care the house , exercise , buy grocery even if its delivery , Tidy up the place , Fill flowers and decor , Show him outfits we can agree on in pictures why he at work , Find places he can take me out to both agreed on. He also wants to travel with me but he wants to take me place he asked me what be fav place I said Paris. That will be the first one well that get married later but we may go their first will see. But he wants to travel to some spiritual meditation places.
When he works at home on a Friday he puts on those glasses this when I just want to submit to him fully put my ass in the air with my skirt up as I have to tease him its gets him all hot but of course have to behave til he has a break. This is in the morning I would make him a warm croissant with whipped butter and some coffee. He wanted me naked in an apron, he loves my curves... soft pale skin keeps a man happy. I am his medication for life, what he does for a living helps so we can live a good life.
He has said To be protector the fire the light the love to make me happy by pleasing me. But I also want to do things in return. We share love and heal and create.
He brought up about us wearing matching rings to let our love grow more. Wants to take me vintage shopping, he is willing to change wear suits more.
We are a bit in the beginning stages but we felt we known each other before we are soul flames well my love came later.
A great connection and love in our union, we are both spiritual in the universe and when he talks about it I always have the answer to the question.
Sex is sacred with tantra two souls coming together to become one in a dynamic.
I have been a bit shy about asking for things but he wants to do things. He wants me to move to him, he needs me I need him but I been independent for many years but I been in the 1950s lifestyle since I was younger but started more when I was 22 with my first HOH.
Old soul emphatic ones will find love later does mean its to late but will happen unexpected with flow.
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When we met.
Your poetic flowing profile has a Sylvia Plath resonance, Virginia Woolf, I'm completely drawn into your flow, who are your poetic influences?
I have healed save for the original wound, when the One cut themselves open (pain) to create their counterpart, so they could know themselves. That is a relational wound, this near eternal pain which creates the yearning to be bound back up with that complimentary masculine/feminine energy balance, so to me it should be healed relationally, sexually, with pain. Once I re-connect with my divine counterpart we will heal together then co-create not a perfect life with structure and no problems, but an authentically expressed existence authentically imprinted with our unique signatures, exploring the depth of our passion with playful graffiti splash hurricanes, not follow any recipe but create our own dishes, manifest - paint pictures in our mind (go to the darkest deepest layers my dear) and pull them from the aether...
You reference The Secretary, her hands laid on the desk, attracting his to brush over them, to smite them, obediently she bends so he can caress her bottom, then spank, the perfect way, each crisp touch electrifying the skin, arousing every hair to stand, wetting her as she invites him to spank again, a little harder, finding the rhythm she pulsates, it's as good as intercourse if he spanks her right. She has him, her Dom, as the sole object of his attention, his affection,
he thinks he's in control as he physically enforces her into different positions, he sensually arrests her, pressing her against a wall, lifting her hands above her head, kicking her legs apart, spread them, pressing his manhood against her as he frisks her, she bends over a little more, pressing back her bottom so she can feel
his arousal too. From behind he brings his face close to the back of hers and breathes her in, arousing them both, he tests the softness of her skin with his nose and lips over her cheek down to
her jawline and grazes her neck, sweeping her long thick hair, exhaling warm arousing air behind her ear, then whispers into it - "On your knees"
Let's explore each other more, if you like to role play, I'm down for it. I want my relationship to be a bonfire at night, little sparks warming the tinder then bursting into flame, that opens up and grows loud and bright, arching back and proclaiming love, casting sparks high in the air to match the stars and comets shooting across the sky, then gradually calming and cooling into embers, the deepest hottest level of passion, from without to go deeper within, keeping each other safe and warmly glowing anonymously forever...
picked up on your references and I felt in flow with you, that usually only happens in person.
We're already entangled, we speak the same language(s)๐, we could heal together (to me, healing is an initiation
into an intimate relationship (that you want to work!), it's a beautiful way to bond and establish trust,
I've been doing this for many years, it takes the right person that understands, he understands.
5F5 I have been skinny and a little bigger at times. I was 230 now 200 but he liked me when still bit curvy said keep a little skin I love your curves and flaws. Perfection does not exist but how you carry it with love right one will see in own blooming.
Me and him. We are still growing and flowing with love. It's not about age or looks, it's how you carry it. Gonna get lines age a little young and healthy still build and be active together in love. Just live life and find someone that fits the mold of your ride or die. We are the mold ride or die lovers , partners , soul flames. You will look different outside the house, not much makeup but he likes me with no makeup or less but hot that day. Be silly together, it's beautiful how love can be. If your wondering what his necklace is Metatron symbol well we both are in to energy healing but I knew off the bat what the symbol was. 
him
Me, recently 40 going on 41. Just bloom, sexify your life with them. 
Love flows and flourishes keep on going, keeps the hope alive.
