Found to be freed

I stand at front the door, am I really here? Do I have the nerve to go in on my own? I dream of this, it takes over my daily thoughts, I don’t want this, I Need this, Iv always needed this, I hold my head high and take a breath as I enter.

I smell the sex in the air, I hear the moans and the cries, the bodies of tortured souls finding their release, the sound of the whips and chains and ohh the dirty dirty talk, I squeeze my legs together to get some friction from the throbbing there, my eyes are wide as I take in the equipment in this beautiful dungeon, I recognise some but not all, I close my eyes and let it consume me, that’s when I feel a hand slowly splay across my stomach and hot breath in my ear as he says “I’m going to ruin you”

DitR

Why won’t it stop? why won’t it go away? this invisible force that keeps me bound within, the noise, the crazy, the pressures all on me, iv tried to fight it, I can’t, there’s no stopping it, no reason no plead, I’m stuck, I shouldn’t be here, I long to be freed.
Can’t you hear me? Please, please hear my Screams, I know that your there and I know that you’ll come, I just don’t know how long I can stay feeling numb.

Powerful and brave you’ll have what it takes, devotion and time you’ll make no mistakes, your powerful voice and your powerful words cocoon round my soul and challenge this noise…yes, yes I hear you, I’m right here, Iv been waiting for you, please don’t leave, just reach a bit further and you’ll find me within, I’m full desire and need to please, devoted to you I’ll be down on my knees, it won’t take much more, I’ll follow your lead, I’m here for you Sir, I need to be Found to be freed.

DitR