I get that ultimately what I want isn't as note worthy to a Master or Mistress till I've earned that right, compared to what I need.
But I can talk wants, needs all day long
At the end of the day I can't serve piss poor character. You're either emotionally strong & stable or just searching to satisfy less than what the whole relationship entails (my perspective)
I can be used. I can be a fuck toy, you can give me purpose, beg me to be worthy of your purpose.
Character long-term, matters. I'm one of those that will serve until allowed permission to ask to be released [not for everyone can be toxic].
BUT there's a difference in being degraded and obejectified and a person being a shitty person.
I can be degraded humiliated to hell and back still smile serve and love. But that's because of the person who stands before me, the one I see who fulfills all. Who is everything I can look up to regardless of flaws, who can build me, I can see a fully built strong individual.
Point is know yourself, because if you don't how do expect someone to serve your will if it's weak.
Personal drunk rant. Sorry.
