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Happy new years! My 2024 resolution

Out with the old year and in with the new.
While last night was technically my news years, I finally decided on my goals for this year.

I plan to become the best version of my self. I vow to work on my health, and to train my body to become the best sub/slave I can possibly be for my future owner.

I have a long way to go, but I guess I will have to take it in baby steps. And I vow to not make rash decisions regarding who will become my future owner.
I think I will also try to keep a blog about my progress in terms of self training. To keep me accountable and to remind me of my place in this world.

Here's to 2024 and the adventures it brings
10 months ago. January 2, 2024 at 6:42 AM

It is 3:30pm and I am home my asshole forced open by the 6.5 thick dildo and harness is on. One problem is that I forgot to go to the store. 

A good friend on this site suggested I get dressed and go even while harnessed and asshole impaled. I think I will try it. At least I know the dildo won't fall out on my Adventure.

Currently 10 minutes in on this session  

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20 minutes in 

I understand that I am nothing short of a dirty nasty whore as I walk through my apartment complex waiting foe the elevator to come am in a bondage harness, asshole speared by a dildo and going to the store to buy soap and lube. To the outside world I am dressed quite normally. But the idea someone might be able to tell what is happening under my clothes should be enough to shame me, but instead it has made me more wet and appreciative of the dildo that is fucking me with every step I take. 

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30 minutes in and I am returning back to my apartment. I had to go to 2 stores and tall to 5 different people. A little scary and humiliating. But I have one more stop to make before i go home 

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Almost 40 minutes in 

I am home in my apartment and I could wait to be rid of the clothes that were on my body. Now I don't have a reason to leave my apartment until tomorrow. 

I am now wearing nothing but my slave harness and anal dildo and I feel very much so at peace. I wonder if I can beat yesterday's 3 hours of plug wearing 

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4:21pm 

Now I am home just having my clothes off wasn't enough. However, once I put on a slave collar, wrist cuffs and ankle cuffs, I finally feel properly dressed to be present online with the bdsm community. 

I will strive to answer as honestly as I can to those who take the time to talk to me. So I can be the best submissive I can be tonight

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5:00pm 

I am 1.5 hour in on my anal training tonight, my pussy is soaking wet. I am half way through my accomplishment from last night. i wonder if I will be able to do more today

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5:43pm 

called an end to the training today. total time of 2.5 hours. my hole was stinging and burning and it was time to call it quits so not to cause any damage.

overall it was a good training day today


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