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Pervana

I created the House of Pervana as a safe place for everyone to explore their personal fetishes. It was and is more an ideal than a location. We wanted a place for education, exploration and some good old fashion play. Over the years 100's of people have attended our events, workshops and play parties. New to Cage and thought I would start a blog to describe My journey and offer an online safe place for those to ask questions and explore.
11 months ago. December 11, 2023 at 5:42 AM

I find that at times I have this beast within Me. A Wiccan I once dated called it the "Horned Beast" and described "fire" in my eyes. Recently a lovely sub who I was providing mentorship to said she saw "red" in My eyes. I often feel like "Dexter" who speaks of a "Dark Passenger" within.

Who is this animal within Me? I know it when I feel it stir... Not let out unless I feel so much trust with the one I am with, the Animal within. I often find even in casual play that I am "scenting" My partner ensuring My smell lingers on. Once released I am not Myself yet possessed by this "thing" within.

Biting is key, the marking of My conquest. A growl in the ear, teeth about the neck, hands squeezing the neck or wrists... control gained, My pray relaxed in My grip. The Animal released. The pray owned, conquered and taken.

But who or what is this Animal within Me? I only know I find true peace once it is set free so I seek those whom I can trust to let it out. Those who allow it, love it and service that need.

Who wishes to help Me find peace? Who fears not the Animal yet welcomes it's appearance? I seek you... the Animal needs to feed to survive or it will kill Me from within. Find Me to find the Animal. Solve our needs together...

The Animal released, this "Horned Beast", this "Dark Passenger"..... It seems to have a life of it's own yet We are One. So what is this Animal Within Me?

upsidedown​(sub female) - I am devoted to the dark, loving, cruel, vulnerable strong man. I want to be his.
8 months ago

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