circles
we all just turn in circles
spinning fast
going nowhere
as we turn we see the place where we were moments ago
and we turn again just to be right back in that same place
circles
spinning in place
digging holes underneath us
how deep will we go?
will we be able to climb out?
will we be whole?
the roots we encounter
grow ever sharper
flesh rends
blood spends
it never ends
~ delight_of_life
Evermore -
Days and nights so long
Months and years long gone
Tell me please
My focus seized
What must i do to remain strong?
How do i turn off the light?
How do i gain victory in this fight?
The winds of change now miss my door
Behind which i sit in darkness, ever more
~ delight of life
Dominant....
Let me be your strength when tired, your courage when frightened. Let me take control when you have none and lead you safely back. Let me show you the power of love and the strength to be found in submission." ~~~~ "Submit my love, come to me freely, for I can set you free. I will teach you trust, and slay your demons. I will unleash your heart, and unbridle your passion. I will be your love, your Master." ~~~~
---- excerpts from "The Patient Master" by BindMe2U (Helene)
In all the world, there is no heart for me like Yours. In all the world, there is no love for You like mine.
~ delight
Sometimes i wish i could be two of me. Sometimes i wish i could be none of me.
~ delight
What am i? Sub or slave?
There is no real difference (in real life terms) between a slave and a sub. They are the same person.
Any "sub" with all her limits, and contracts, and her "cherry-picking" of what she will and will not do...it is good in the beginning. But it all dissolves away when in the RIGHT relationship, and eventually .....inevitably .... she is slave to Him.
So, to answer, i am a "sub" until fully and deeply committed, then i am slave.
~ delight_of_life
My Lamp Is Gone
He was so very angry.. i had transgressed badly, and He turned and walked away.. would He return??
my Lamp is gone
i watched it as it receded into the distance
unable to reach it
in agony i beseeched it to stop, to stay
but it marched steadily away
then disappeared
and the world fell apart
darkness is around me
a yawning void
that screams its silence
there is only the cold now
and the bleeding from my eyes
i am alone
i am afraid
my Lamp is ... gone
~ delight_of_life
i wrote this long ago.
My Submissive Soul
i whisper to you from the dark, Master
all i want is to love you...where are You?
i long to see Your face, to feel Your touch.
please tell me You are near!
for my submissive soul is Yours even now
waiting outside in the cold, at the window,
hoping soon to join You in the warmth
and home of Your hearth.
in my mind is a vision of Your arms
open wide to me.
Of Your face all i can see is Your
smile of joy at having found me at last.
Reach in to me here, my Beloved,
grope in the well i am in
until Your hand brushes my cheek in
the darkness. And as a small ray of
golden light from your breast illumes
my face, i look up and see Your
silhouette, and know it is You.
~ delight_of_life
It's not about control. It's about Leadership.
When a Master teaches with love and understanding and respect, the submissive learns from the inside out, not the outside in. For the goal is not submission. The submission is a means to an end. The goal is self-esteem, peace within one's self, and the ability to reach out to others to give them the same. That is what a True Master does.
~delight_of_life