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delight
Jacksonville, Florida, United States
delight
About me
submissive female, 23 years in the LS. 64 years old. mildly disabled, height 4'11, a BBW. Also i am an INFJ, if you happen to know what that means, and if you are into astrology, i am a solid Cancer, July 2nd.
BDSM and me
You: Strength of character, calm and in control of self, respectful, sexual, experienced in the lifestyle, knowledge of the submissive mind and know how to stay two steps ahead of me. These are the ones that gain my attention. What excites me? Dominance - of my mind, body and eventually my heart and my soul. Try to just take it by demand, and you may as well walk away, because that's what i will be doing.
i am submissive. 23 years in the lifestyle. seeking a LTR with an experienced Dom, or a Dom who is real and compatible with me. I am a little bit disabled and need some special attention, but not overly so. my submission is my heart and soul. Loyal and serving to a fault. i still have much to be taught, not much real life experience even though i've been in this LS for a long while. I've been trapped a long time in a vanilla.. and i burn.
Updated Sept 7, 2024 (a different test site)
== Results from bdsmtest.org:=
95% Submissive
77% Rope bunny
75% Slave
71% Voyeur
68% Non-monogamist
63% Brat
63% Masochist
62% Exhibitionist
58% Experimentalist
45% Primal (Prey)
34% Vanilla
22% Degrader
19% Pet
9% Sadist
5% Rigger
3% Degradee
2% Primal (Hunter)
2% Daddy/Mommy
0% Ageplayer
0% Brat tamer
0% Dominant
0% Boy/Girl
0% Master/Mistress
0% Owner
0% Switch
Previous test
== My BDSM Test from Fetish.com ==
95% Submissive
0% Dominant
== My roles ==
95% Slave
70% Prey
65% Rope Bunny
63% Brat
48% Masochist
43% Little
18% Degradee
0% Rigger
0% Master/Mistress
0% Degrader
0% Sadist
0% Caregiver
0% Brat Tamer
0% Hunter
0% Pet Owner
0% Pet
https://www.fetish.com/result/tv6q5YME
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I was once asked if i am a sub or a slave? My answer was:
What am i? Sub or slave?
There is no real difference (in real life terms) between a slave and a sub. They are the same person.
Any "sub" with all her limits and contracts and her "cherry-picking" of what she will and will not do...it is good in the beginning. But it all dissolves away when in the RIGHT relationship, and eventually, inevitably, she is slave to Him.
So, to answer, i am a "sub" until fully and deeply committed, then i am slave to Him, to Us.
i am submissive. 23 years in the lifestyle. seeking a LTR with an experienced Dom, or a Dom who is real and compatible with me. I am a little bit disabled and need some special attention, but not overly so. my submission is my heart and soul. Loyal and serving to a fault. i still have much to be taught, not much real life experience even though i've been in this LS for a long while. I've been trapped a long time in a vanilla.. and i burn.
Updated Sept 7, 2024 (a different test site)
== Results from bdsmtest.org:=
95% Submissive
77% Rope bunny
75% Slave
71% Voyeur
68% Non-monogamist
63% Brat
63% Masochist
62% Exhibitionist
58% Experimentalist
45% Primal (Prey)
34% Vanilla
22% Degrader
19% Pet
9% Sadist
5% Rigger
3% Degradee
2% Primal (Hunter)
2% Daddy/Mommy
0% Ageplayer
0% Brat tamer
0% Dominant
0% Boy/Girl
0% Master/Mistress
0% Owner
0% Switch
Previous test
== My BDSM Test from Fetish.com ==
95% Submissive
0% Dominant
== My roles ==
95% Slave
70% Prey
65% Rope Bunny
63% Brat
48% Masochist
43% Little
18% Degradee
0% Rigger
0% Master/Mistress
0% Degrader
0% Sadist
0% Caregiver
0% Brat Tamer
0% Hunter
0% Pet Owner
0% Pet
https://www.fetish.com/result/tv6q5YME
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I was once asked if i am a sub or a slave? My answer was:
What am i? Sub or slave?
There is no real difference (in real life terms) between a slave and a sub. They are the same person.
Any "sub" with all her limits and contracts and her "cherry-picking" of what she will and will not do...it is good in the beginning. But it all dissolves away when in the RIGHT relationship, and eventually, inevitably, she is slave to Him.
So, to answer, i am a "sub" until fully and deeply committed, then i am slave to Him, to Us.
Limits
Much fewer than when i began. scat, underage, blood, snuff, animals, insects
What's new
12/01/23
Days and nights so long
Months and years long gone
Tell me please
My focus seized
What must i do to remain strong?
How do i turn off the light?
How do i gain victory in this fight?
The winds of change now miss my door
Behind which i sit in darkness, ever more
~ delight_of_life
Patience and Time
one day at a time, one step at a time
you can only do one...at a time
so focus on that one.
do the next one tomorrow
that's how the journey goes.
~ delight_of_life
Today
There is no cure in the future, only in the present.
Past achievements have no bearing or merit upon today other than as proof that something can be done.
Tomorrow's promise is only something that can only come tomorrow, and tomorrow never comes.
Todays' problems, and the solutions for them, exist is the same time frame - Today.
~ delight_of_life
Days and nights so long
Months and years long gone
Tell me please
My focus seized
What must i do to remain strong?
How do i turn off the light?
How do i gain victory in this fight?
The winds of change now miss my door
Behind which i sit in darkness, ever more
~ delight_of_life
Patience and Time
one day at a time, one step at a time
you can only do one...at a time
so focus on that one.
do the next one tomorrow
that's how the journey goes.
~ delight_of_life
Today
There is no cure in the future, only in the present.
Past achievements have no bearing or merit upon today other than as proof that something can be done.
Tomorrow's promise is only something that can only come tomorrow, and tomorrow never comes.
Todays' problems, and the solutions for them, exist is the same time frame - Today.
~ delight_of_life
Update date
Sep 8, 2024
Member since
Jan 2, 2024