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Lately I’ve been struggling between what I believe and what I want. It’s confusing because sometimes I'm not even sure what I believe. Is it wrong to give up what I could have because of a something I believe in..but that I’m still unsure of? I feel like I’ve broken bonds and ruined relationships because I am so conflicted. How do I deal with what my heart desires and what my conscience tells me is the right thing to do? I feel like I am being pulled in two different directions and I need direction or I’ll be ripped in two. I’m tired of thinking. I want to just let someone have control, but I also feel wrong for wanting and needing that. I'm so confused.

InATimelyFashion - You have both your freedom still your cake to the lifestyle ofcorse you still have to be yourself takes someone to understand you take you with you have happy to be part of you. In era we live in yes its messed up but we gotta try.

4 months ago

TopekaDom(dom male) - Being an adult sometimes means making hard choices.

Sometimes very very hard choices.

However, you are not alone in this. There is something I desperately want, but because of my code of morals, it will never be within my grasp.

And this is something I have to live with every day.

4 months ago

msMoonCake(neither female) - I have no answer, sorry. I have just ruined something before it started. Well a few months ago. It has changed me a bit and will definitely have an impact on anything from now on.
I do know that if I ever had the chance to rekindle what was, I would in a heartbeat. Nothing is ever perfect

4 months ago

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