1 year ago. Monday, July 1, 2024 at 8:49 PM
Lately I’ve been struggling between what I believe and what I want. It’s confusing because sometimes I'm not even sure what I believe. Is it wrong to give up what I could have because of a something I believe in..but that I’m still unsure of? I feel like I’ve broken bonds and ruined relationships because I am so conflicted. How do I deal with what my heart desires and what my conscience tells me is the right thing to do? I feel like I am being pulled in two different directions and I need direction or I’ll be ripped in two. I’m tired of thinking. I want to just let someone have control, but I also feel wrong for wanting and needing that. I'm so confused.