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Random thoughts from the depths of my abyss
1 year ago. Monday, May 13, 2024 at 2:10 PM

To my sweet wild woman, I know why it hasn’t worked out with anyone else—you don’t need a man, but a goddamn warrior.

You are the strength of Turkish coffee at sunrise darlin’ and don’t try to pretend that you’re not.

You are one of the wild ones, and no matter how you tried to hide that fact, you can’t be anything other than what you are—and that’s okay. You are just as you are supposed to be, magnificently wild in all of your chaotic beauty.

I know you’ve had your heart broken and I know that you don’t understand why it always seems to never work out, but I’ve finally figured it out:

You don’t need a man, you need a goddamn warrior.

It doesn’t matter if this warrior drives a Jeep or a shiny sports car, and it won’t matter if he wears silk or cotton—it will not even matter if he works in a high-rise, or on the night shift.
What is going to matter is that when it comes to taking bets on your heart, he is going to be high stakes—all the way.

This warrior of yours will crave your strength, and your intensity. He’s going to look at you and not see something to tame, but something to just fuckin’ admire.

This warrior of yours won’t be someone that you can manipulate or play with as you have in the past, so honey, don’t even try—and trust me, you’re going to love him even more because of it.

Because you aren’t just a woman, you’re a goddamn goddess.

Your fierceness is going to bring him to his knees every single time he looks into your gorgeous eyes, but the difference is, unlike the others, he isn’t going to be scared off. No, this time, you will have finally met your match—because a simple man for you just won’t do.

You need someone to match the fire in your eyes with his own. Not only that, my little wild thing, but this warrior of yours is going to want to encourage the flames instead of trying to douse them with his own insecurities.

Because for you, a warrior is the only man who will ever live in the wild with you.
He may not have to slay any dragons to earn your love, but he would still walk through fire if it meant seeing that amazing smile that you hold in reserve for only him.

This is the thing, free spirit, this warrior you seek….he’s seeking you too.

For he’s had failed relationships that have left him wondering if maybe he was meant to be alone for the rest of his journey—and you’re going to change all of that for him. You both have been travelling along on your separate journeys and have been doing an okay job at it, but that’s about to change too.

Because baby, when you and this warrior of yours meet and collide—it’s going to be a love set on fire.

Don’t try to run this time—I know your heart has been broken before, and that you’re not used to things working out, but this time it’s different.

Give yourself time to see that.

This warrior of yours needs to see that it’s possible for someone to see all of his wild, and still be there when he craves his freedom and ventures off into this world for a bit. You won’t always need to follow him, just as he won’t always follow you. Let yourself stay wild, even when all you want to do is curl up in that spot along his side and forget the rest of the world exists.

Let yourself still wander naked under the full moon, and drink moonshine with the stars. Let yourself feel the pull of the wind on your heart, and the sun toward a new journey. Because this warrior is going to love you because of your wild—and he’ll want you to keep it.

You’ll be in this together now, this amazing, crazy, chaotic, wonderfully heartbreaking life—because it takes a warrior to love a goddess. And it takes a goddess to show a warrior what real love is.

So pack up your insecurities and your ideas about picket fences, because that was never you anyway.

You were born knowing that you were destined for more, and now is the time for you to see what all those dreams look like.

There is no stopping a love like this, so promise me you’ll hold out just a little bit longer.

Have a little bit of hope, and always give love just one more try, because I promise you my sweet wild woman—the love that you seek is seeking you as well.

Source: Consciousness

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Your words matter. Choose wisely. 

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1 year ago. Tuesday, May 7, 2024 at 9:09 PM

Allow yourself to be happy. I know how many heartbreaks you've been through and how much sadness you've been keeping in your heart lately. I know sometimes you feel like questioning your worth because you feel like you are not enough in everything. But today, I want you to know that you deserve to be happy. I want you to stop settling for less than what you deserve and start appreciating yourself more often. I want you to be the best version of yourself, not to please others but to be proud of yourself. Little by little, I hope you plant love in yourself so that you will never grow into hatred.

 

I want you to see your worth because, all this time, you've been treating yourself poorly. I know how kind you are to others, but please don't forget to be kind to yourself too. Know to yourself that you are precious. I want you to know that you didn't deserve all the pain that you have received and endured for a long time. Allow yourself to heal as well. Not everything is meant to be broken, and so you are. I know that it's not easy right now because, for a very long time, you used to believe that you would never be okay. That you will never be happy. But today, I want you to remind yourself that it's not too late to become a better and happier version of yourself. And one day, I hope you'll finally realize that treating and loving yourself right will make you feel more worthy.

 

— Shiori X 

 

1 year ago. Saturday, May 4, 2024 at 12:41 PM

You're nerd is showing. ??

 

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This is not a bakery.....

 

I do not sugar-coat anything.

 

If you ask for my opinion.....

 

Then that's what you'll get. 

 

Don't be mad....

 

When it's not what you want to hear!

 

#Unapologetically Me