Pivot. The word which has become a mantra for me lately. Everything is changing. I'm changing. It's pretty exciting too. Preparations and planning have brought me to this point. Months ago I knew what I wanted to do. But I wasn't ready then. Even still I researched, vetted out resources and compiled everything I would require for execution so that when the time came it would be a step by step process. I can say honestly that the plan isn't perfect but it has its own plan and one to back that plan up just in case so if I slip, I won't just fall... This makes me feel like a responsible adult, lol. It's also a method of accountability.
Neurodivergence effects those who exist within the spectrum differently. For me having the plans plans planned works. It allows me options and a way out at the same time. But the way out however always leads me back in. 🫠🙃🤔 Right?🤣 Trust when I say it works. I struggle with being diligent. And since I am aware of this I had to get extra creative with how to maintain consistency in order to get around it. This way no matter what, how many times I may detour I'm being accountable and consistent while still getting the shit done. Can anyone relate?
As we speak I'm taking a break from that new project I'm working on. Something I've never done before but always wanted to accomplish. I have zero idea what's happening enough to articulate but I'm working it all out. Right now it's all in the process of organising and refining the puzzle pieces. Checks, investments and balances. Once I have all the pieces I can begin to assemble the parts. SO. MANY. PARTS. 😵💫😭 I see myself succeeding and I feel all the emotions of joy and fulfillment when it's all ready to launch. This makes me happy. Full send!
I guess courage is everything when the pathway isn't clear. So if you're struggling to take a step forward. Just do it already. Be fucking crazy enough to leap out there. I dare you.
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