It took about two minutes after He inserted the plug for the pain to stop and I stopped screaming and writhing in pain. And much to my surprise, when the pain stopped, it stopped. It didn't linger or taper off. It just stopped. How about that?
He instructed that it was to remain in place for an hour, at which time He was going to take my 'other hole' (I believe that's His wording, verbatim) so that I could see what it felt like to have both holes penetrated at the same time.
I'm not going to lie and say that I have never been turned on by someone's words before. That's a silly thought. But what makes His so different from anything I've experienced before is a combination of things, the most relevant here is that I have learned that when He says something, He means it. It's not some regurgitated line He's spewing at me because it worked on someone else before. It's not babble void of meaning or intent. In fact, it's the complete opposite. If He says something to me, declares intention, He's going to fucking do it -- He fucking means it. And standing alone on that fact, His words do something to me that no other's have ever done.
So for an hour He entertained Himself by demanding I walk away from Him and bend over so He could see it and He also seemed to get a kick out of me figuring out that I could walk normally. And true to His word, an hour later, He again demanded I disrobe and He took me on the couch in the best way -- rough and dirty.
The plug came out while He was taking me, and that, I suppose, concluded my first day of anal training. The excitement and pleasure that He derived from each step of the experience is something that truly negates the pain I felt. Obeying and pleasing Him brings more to my life and delivers a phenomenon of permanence that far exceeds the temporary feeling of pain it was delivered with. And lets be honest... The transcendent level of trust I've placed in Him allows me to succumb to the deep desires alive in me... I get to relax and be the plaything of that wonderful, loving sadist. Lucky me.
Respectfully,
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