3 weeks ago. November 28, 2024 at 11:00 PM
Another holiday, another day, another alone...
So many Doms out there but so hard to find mine, to find my perfect fit... I know that I'm older and larger but my heart is so big.. my desire is to please him.. to feel his hand pet me and to hear his voice tell me that I am HIS good girl. Without his praise I am lost and empty inside..
When I'm in public I find myself desperately looking for eyecontact and afraid to look up at the same time.. I don't want just anyone.. I want him.. the one that also wants me. Will I find him? Is he out there? Or am I desten to be alone?
Feeling a little down today.