Today is my "special day"...what we call the day I was adopted. I have always held this day as more important than my birthday, but that is neither here nor there. I thought I knew what I liked as far as kink goes...and for the most part I do...I LOOOOOOOVE the power exchange, the giving up of myself....that is my my main firecracker. There are other things that I am finding though. The only reason I am finding out that there are other things that I want to try are because of getting out in the world and interacting with other people in the lifestyle. Recently, I realized that marking is a major turn on for me....not the play so much, but the end result....I am not sure if it's more humiliation (love it) or being "owned" (also love it)...
I am old...and that makes it scarier and easier at the same time....I wish I hadn't wasted most my life, and I don't give a damn anymore what people think of me....
I apologize for my rambling and excessive use of ellipsis
