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A 100% fictitious story. Sharing the life of L and J. New chapters every Sunday

J is a Dominant, Daddy, Brat Tamer and Sadist. I am L and completely and utterly, in love with him, and he with me.

I am a submissive, a little, a brat, a pet and a machosist. Little time isn't sexual, it's cuddles, Disney, diapers, pacifiers etc.

J is extremely strict, the brat in me never gets away with anything.

BDSM is part of our daily routine, but we accept we are both adults outside the lifestyle.

In our house we try to keep downstairs vanilla, but upstairs is a very different story.

J's bedroom is largest, the first room you come to upstairs. On one wall hangs impact items, as well as cuffs, collars etc. A St. Andrews Cross stands in one corner, a large cage sits in another. Next to his bed is my pet bed.

Next to his bedroom is mine, my safe space. Next is the bathroom, and then J's office. We both work, take care of the house.

This is our story, told from my perspective.
1 year ago. Wednesday, January 15, 2025 at 6:37 PM

Setting The Scene

Chapter 3 - Our House

 

© L 2025

 

Our house is very much equipped for us, if you were to walk in to our home, downstairs, you wouldn't necessarily know of our lifestyle at first glance. Although on closer inspection you will likely find one of my pacifiers lying around, a toy, or my sippy cup. While we try to keep the downstairs as vanilla as we can, upstairs is a very different story.

 

Sir's bedroom is largest, and the first room you come to as you ascend the stairs. Enter and it is clear we live a Dom/sub dynamic. Along one wall hang various impact play and punishment items, including a flogger, crop, various paddles, and belt, his cane is kept in a cabinet next to them. Alongside these are cuffs for my wrists and ankles, collars and leashes, and other toys we both love. A St. Andrews Cross stands in one corner, a large cage sits in another, and D rings can be seen at the top and bottom of his bed. His room has an ensuite, this is his bathroom not mine, although there are plenty of times he has played with, and used me in there too, as well as taking me there for aftercare.

 

Next to his bed is my pet bed, with an empty bowl next to it. My pet bed is a cross between a pull out bed, and a dog bed. Its shaggy soft exterior with raised sides makes it look like the kind of dog bed a great dane would enjoy. However it has all the stability, firmness and support of a well made mattress, that is meant for frequent use. While Sir does occasionally grant me permission to sleep in his bed, it is certainly not the norm for us. It is a special treat for us both, and I never take the permission for granted. His bedroom is painted a fairly dark blue and the black furniture finishes it off, with lighting that can be used to create mood, or turned up fully.

 

Next to his bedroom is mine, and it could not be further from Sir's bedroom. My bed is a normal adult bed with a fully enclosed bed rail fitted around it, that can only be opened and secured from one side. Meaning, if he chooses to secure me in my (bed) crib (not that he does every night) only he can let me out. I am at his mercy, often he requests I sleep in a diaper, and when he does I know he will unlikely come and let me out early in the morning. Usually I will have to use it, but I don't mind. If I sleep in my crib, I am almost always in little space. While the sides aren't overly tall and I could get out if I really wanted to, Sir would definitely hear me drop onto the floor. There is no sneaking out my crib, trust me, I tried it once and quickly regretted it! The 60 strikes over the knee spanking in his room with his slipper was bad enough, but he banned me from the Disney channel for a month. My room has a solid chest of drawers that my diapers are changed on, a toy chest, large wardrobe, dressing table, and a separate desk.

 

My room is my space, my little space, there is no sexual playing, no physical punishments take place in it, it is my safe space, a space for after care, and a space I can call my own. Our only slight exception to this is that I can be sent to my bedroom at any time for any reason. Occasionally a friend of his or work colleague will call to the house, and he may want privacy. A whisper in my ear politely asking me is all he needs to do. However, we have now been together such a long time I generally know when I need to take myself out the way. Then there are the times I am naughty, have misbehaved, or broken a rule. At these times the loud spoken words of 'get to your bedroom now' send my stomach churning, and I know to wait in my bedroom on my bed until he comes to me.

 

Next to my bed is a camera monitor that connects to Sirs phone. Any time I am in my room he can watch me and speak to me, from anywhere, his office, out with friends or simply downstairs. The camera is portable too, allowing him to move it anywhere within our home, and it won't disconnect. My bedroom is painted a very light pink, with natural greens and light wooden features, with an abundance of fairy lights, adding that special touch. Next is the bathroom, it is mainly my bathroom, though Sir does use it. With a large bath, separate shower, and a towel rail that is always on, it is warm and inviting.

 

Finally upstairs is Sirs office. It is the only room in the house I am forbidden to enter without his strict permission and supervision. While he doesn't have anything to hide, it is where he works if he works from home. I fully understand and appreciate he needs his own space, as much as I need mine. Somewhere he can relax and unwind. Being my Dom, my Daddy is the best thing in the world to him, but it is tiring. As a little he cares for my every need, looks after me completely. As my Dom he uses me, plays with me, and looks after me after he has finished. On top of that he is a sadist, we share a mutual love of pet play, and I am a brat, so at any moment either as his sub, but more often as his little. I will act out, talk back, refuse or hesitate for too long. Behaviour he then has to deal with. The trade off is that he has this space, that I do not never ever enter, that I respect one hundred percent as his, it is one of Sirs most sacred rules.

 

If he is in his office I am not to disturb him, unless he asks me to do something, or in an emergency that can't wait. Punishment for breaking the office rule is severe, extremely severe. We both work, both take care of the house, both cook and clean, though occasionally Sir will order me to clean, cook or tidy, but he always has a reason, and I love the extra orders I sometimes get. We both try to maintain a healthy work life balance, but there are always exceptions.

1 year ago. Wednesday, January 15, 2025 at 6:27 PM

Setting The Scene
Chapter 2 - Collared

© L 2025

Our BDSM and DD/lg lifestyle is part of us, our daily routine that we transition between, as well as accepting that we are both adults with a life outside the lifestyle we share. We met years ago at a special BDSM organised event in our town and quickly hit it off. We always said it was destiny we were meant to meet and find each other. That person who enriches your life, makes you want to dance in the rain, sleep in on cold days and go exploring on warmer ones.

A year after we officially became Dominant and submissive he gave me my first collar. Something conventional and vanilla, a necklace with the infinity symbol, and engraved on the back was his initial. At the time I thought my world was complete. Two years later we moved into our home together. A vanilla couple to most, and to a select few, who we shared the true dynamic of our relationship with- fellow kinksters. It wasn't long after, that he asked me to wear his collar permanently, forever. Our collaring ceremony was a more informal affair, with just our 2 best friends, and a mutual dominant friend officiating, to guide the ceremony forward, the local BDSM club owner, and host of many munchies, who actually introduced us in the first place. We were both so nervous, and I remember before it started thinking that it may have been the first and last time I really saw him anxious. But that changed the moment it started.

Sir spoke first, addressing our friends, looking back on our life since we met. I have never felt more in love, more in awe of anyone. His promise to me was filled with depth, trust, and of one half of a person being made whole, by the commitment they were entering into. Then he placed my collar on me. It was the first time I had seen it. I felt completely overwhelmed, but he held me, making sure I knew he was there, and always would be as he locked it on me. Then I made my promise to him, my owner forever! They were the easiest words in the world to speak, filled with my love, devotion and reverence, straight from my soul that now belonged to him, my Sir, my world. It took me weeks to come back down to earth from the high of receiving his collar. But slowly our lives returned to normal. Well, our 'normal' at least.

1 year ago. Wednesday, January 15, 2025 at 6:07 PM

Chapter 1 - In awe of his Dominance

© L 2025

My Sir is a dominant, a daddy, a brat tamer and a sadist. I am completely and utterly, in love with him. As my Dominant he guides me to be the best version of myself I can be. He enjoys owning my mind, owning my body, and grateful every day for the pleasure my submission brings him. I live everyday as his submissive, but submission for us means us living as Dominant and submissive, not Master and slave. I have rules I live by, but I am allowed and encouraged to have my own thoughts, feelings, and freedom to do what I want, within reason. Not everything in my submission is sexual, in fact sex is not the most important aspect of my submission, but it is a huge part of it for both of us.

However, I also have a little side. As equally cherished by us both, my little side is fun and exciting, calming, and gives us both balance, but, it is not sexual, it never has been, it never will be. Little time is cuddles, Disney, so much Disney, (he knows the words to Frozen far more than he will ever admit to). It is diapers, pacifiers, sippy cups, early bed times and sleeping in my bed we can call my crib (when I'm in little space, and Daddy secures me in it). Can a daddy be a sadist? Absolutely! In our eyes my Sir, can be whatever he wants, and whatever we agree. We do not conform to the scene descriptions of BDSM relationships, this works for us, and I am in awe of his sadistic tendencies. He keeps his sadistic side in check, only letting it loose when he can truly take me to the edge, and use me. In these moments I succumb to his will, allow him to use me, hurt me, and take me to areas of pleasure I cannot describe.

Our darkest fantasies intertwine to make something purely vicious, brutal, cruel and truly truly wonderful. I experience waves of submission and pleasure, where my mind goes blank, I think about nothing, and I orgasm uncontrollably. I simply could not live without every side of his dominance. He is extremely strict, and while the brat in me tries, I never get to bend the rules, I never get away with anything, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

This is our story, told from my perspective, his one and only, his submissive, his little, his pet, his slut.