3 hours ago. Monday, February 9, 2026 at 4:48 PM
I fear that I keep losing. Whether its a friendship or a job interview or even the potential for something with someone. I keep getting told "no I am not enough, my life is too messy, too complicated." I know that I have flaws and that I can do things to fix them but no one takes a chance on me when I desperately just need someone in my corner that believes in me. I can handle not being pretty enough or skinny or whatever but being left behind that sucks.
Maybe one day someone will realize that I am actually great and that my messy life is a blip in what could be. All I know is that I like me, mess and all but I just want to be enough that someone fights for.