After my husband had proven to me that other guys made me horny, I started to think more and more about this.
Yes, other guys got me wet, yes other guys turned me on, yes, I was attracted to young guys. The question was, could I actually go through with this and fuck another guy while married?
For the next couple of weeks, I couldn't think about anything else. Reasons why I should do this and reasons why I shouldn't do this. The more I thought about it the more it drove me crazy because I didn't know what to do.
The next evening at dinner, I asked him. Why do you want me to fuck another guy? His reply surprised me. He said he wanted me to have what he couldn't give me. I asked what that was. He said the young guys that you like and big dick. I did make comments about young guys once in a while, but I had never said anything negative about his dick. Now to be honest he isn't the biggest, maybe 4" hard, but I had never said anything about it.
After that discussion we had left it at that; I had permission to do it should the opportunity arise, and should I decide I wanted to do it.