When she is left alone to her own devices with too much time on her hands, her mind begins to wander. She starts imagining things and falling down the rabbit hole. Doubt, loneliness and mistrust begin to seep in. She needs to feel wanted, cherished, needed, to feel both emotionally connected and mentally challenged. Silence is her kryptonite. Dismissal and coldness cause her to turn into herself. The walls begin to rebuild for protection.
When she is left to her own devices, she feels lost. This previously confident and independent woman starts to question everything she thinks about herself. Her self-esteem and self-worth take a beating and she is left afloat with no sense of direction and no lifeline.
And the fear and anger build. Pressure building until it explodes in the worst way possible.