4 months ago. Wednesday, August 27, 2025 at 6:13 PM
I push myself so hard trying to be what he wants me to be
Correction, what I want to be for him
I walk on the treadmill
I punish myself in the gym
I’ve learned to eat better
And I always drink all of my water
He helped set me on this path so I want to make him proud
When I leave the house I always wear dresses
Sans underwear of course
And at home, well no clothes required, at all
I’ve slept bare for the first time in many years
And I find that I like it
He wants my hair long
I’ve wanted that too, so long it will be
When I put on a collar
I thought I changed my behavior for him
He asked and I obeyed
He pushed and I conceded
He demanded and I submitted
He cajoled and surrendered
But as time’s gone on I realize, I changed for me