1 month ago. Sunday, December 7, 2025 at 11:13 AM
I get excited when I see he’s on line
I wait expectantly for a message from him
What’s taking so long?
What’s he doing?
Isn’t he here for me?
Be patient, calm down, take deep breaths
I sit quietly watching my laptop screen
Nothing happens so I refresh again and again
Is this punishment, the withdrawal of contact?
The thing he knows I crave more than anything else
His words, his voice, his steady command
All fuel my desire and enter my heart
And on the last refresh
He’s gone