2 months ago. Friday, October 31, 2025 at 12:36 PM
At 28, after years of "playing with the big boys", drinking with the guys, becoming an auto tech and submerging my life in a masculine cloud. I find it hard to regain my feminine. Being told for years that if I can't pull my own weight no one will want me. If I can't work, play, breathe like the guys ill amount to nothing. I don't know where to begin to soften the edges I've built around myself. To have a man tell me, he wants a wife... he wants softness and peace. Not a whirlwind of fire.... where do I begin to cultivate a flower that has long since been buried....