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These are my poems and short stories that come to me. I doubt I will post regularly, but I will start here.
1 week ago. Sunday, July 12, 2026 at 10:22 AM

It was my third assignment for the Cohol Tribune. My boss thought it would be best for me to go and interview an upcoming environmentalist, named Caleb. Stewart. I didn't realize I would need to travel to Scotland for this interview.

I was on the next flight to Scotland to the most rural area you could imagine.  Once I arrived in the town closest to the address I was given to meet him. I felt like I could slow down a little. The town was quiet, but the people walking past me kept looking at me. I don't like sticking out like a sore thumb.

I was wearing comfortable designer clothes, but everybody else was wearing casual clothes. They had on t-shirts and jeans. It's just leisure wear. I decided that I needed to blend in more and not be so much of a New Yorker.

I checked into the little B&B in town and went through my bags to find a pair of jeans. I packed my Dockers just in case it rained, and yeah, I decided on a white shirt since it was a nice 80° day with a light breeze.

The sky was so bright and blue. The bluest I've ever seen it put a smile on my face.  There's less pollution here than in the cities, so the sky is clearer. I called one of the black tops, that's what they call cabs over there, and I made my way to Hindle Farms.

I wasn't sure what to expect, but I was surprised by the amount of acreage on the farm. The cab dropped me off in front of a beautiful 4-bedroom house. It must have been built…. I don't know about the late 1900s. There was a flower bed that wrapped around the house and a trellis around the front door. With the vines intertwined all through it.

I knocked on the door, and nobody answered. I decided to walk around now. I know this is wrong because in the States, people walk around your property, and you do not know them; they would pull out a gun on you.  I decided to take my chance and take a walk. 

I found two men arguing out in the field. One, as we now know, is Caleb, and the other was a man who jumped off a tractor-trailer, claiming he hadn't been paid enough and was no longer working unless he received payment immediately.

They seemed unaware that I was behind them, as the argument escalated beyond just raised voices.  That's when I whistled to get their attention. 

Both men looked at me as if I sprouted two heads.

The man who jumped off the tractor stormed off past me as Caleb watched him go. Then Caleb's sight was on me.

"Lassy. Whit urr ye daein' oan mah property? ah didnae expect a'body tae be 'ere th'day. Sae, unless ye hae a guid damn reason how come you’re oan private property, ah advise ye tae gang back whaur ye cam from." 

Usually, I would turn on the charm, but seeing that he had just gotten into an argument with the other guy. He was not up for the New York experience.

"You're Caleb Stewart. My name is…"

He stopped me right there and shot me a glare as if he did not want to hear what my name was.

"Again. Yer oan private property. Ah dinnae care whit yer name is; ah hae a lot o' wirk tae dae. In a short amount o' time, 'n' unless ye ken howfur tae take the motor a tractor, yer o' na uise tae me. Please leave?”

That's the second time he told me to leave. But what he did not understand was that when I'm on assignment, I need to get the story. I'm going to get the story.  Standing right in front of him and staring him in the eyes. Eyes the color of warm honey. I began to unbutton my white shirt, revealing that I had a sleeveless white undershirt underneath. I tied it around my waist, climbed up on the tractor, and started it.

I gave him a look as if to ask What did you want done? He was in shock. He yelled at me to get down. Once I put the tractor in gear, that was it. I worked tirelessly for two hours clearing a field, assuming that's what needed to be done, based on what I could gauge from the other guy's work. 

Once I was done, I turned off the tractor and I hopped down. I went looking for Caleb and found that he was in the barn taking care of some of the animals. I walked up to him and said, "My name is Renee Andrews. I was sent here to interview you from New York."

He continued taking care of the animals and did not look at me once.

"I was sent to get an interview on this new experiment that you have. To rejuvenate the soil. Can I have that interview?"

He mumbled something about 'A'm juist a jimmy '

Caleb turned around and walked past me.

I grabbed his arm and said, "What?"

That was when I realized what the issue was. He could not take his eyes off what I was wearing. The temperature ratcheted up 90 degrees. The sweat soaked through my top, and I still had a sheen of sweat on my body.

I was breathing hard from something other than me walking across the field in the heat. I must have been a sight. My hair, I knew, was a curly brown mess all over the place. I had tried it once I started working, but anyone with curly hair knows that it will not be tamed.

"Wid ye lik' dinner ?" he asked.

That caught me off guard? 

"How do you know how to drive a tractor?" He asked, looking into my eyes, and he swallowed back whatever else he was going to say.

His tone is different. "Just because I am from New York does not mean I grew up there. I was raised on a farm, and I know my way around equipment." 

He seemed to have more respect for me now. Without waiting for my yes for dinner, he walked towards the house, and I followed. Looking at his walk and how he held himself, you can see that he was a man who knew who he was and was confident in who he is.

He held the door open to the house, and at a glance, I could tell that an older person decorated the house. It does not seem like something that I would see in a late twenty, almost thirty-year-old would live in.

He caught me assessing and said, "This wis mah fowk hame, 'n' ah didnae see th' need tae chaynge anything." 

"I did not say…"

"Lassy. yer eyes said a lot in a short period o' time. Are ye sure yer cut oot tae be a reporter? yi''ll need tae wirk oan yer poker face."

Again, he caught me off guard, and I started to laugh.

"Th' bath is up th' stairs to the richt if yi'll want tae freshen up. Food will be ready in a bit."

Conversations and Time

We talked into the night. He gave me the interview, and then we just talked about how hard life is on a farm, how people judge you when you do not act as people expect. He pulled out a bottle of gin. He said he liked the notes of elderberry and flowers in it. Made from a local distillery. 

He offered, and I nodded yes. Then things started to turn in another direction. I noticed things that I had tried to avoid. He had hair with a red hue at the tips, and his nose had a slight deviation to it, which made him look hard, not soft. His lips were neither thin nor full. A pair of lips that held a promise to be hard yet tender.

The conversation turned to "Is thare someone waiting fur you in New York"?" then "Tis late, ye kin bade in a guest bedroom."

There is one thing about me. I don't like wasting time on trivial things, like the "I want to get to know you." I knew I was attracted the moment he yelled at me.

I stood up from the couch and moved to the lounge chair. I leaned over and kissed him. Caleb must have been alone for a while because he kissed me like I was water, and he hadn't had a drink in a long time.

I broke the kiss and suggested that we take it to the bedroom. He smiled and said he had a better idea. He grabbed the gin and the glasses then led me to the back of his house. It had a small barn/shed.

Once he opened it and led me inside. Well there was a jacuzzi and steam room. In my mind all I could think of was never believe what you see at first glance.

He put down the glasses and gin and waited.

“I thought you Scott’s where aggressively passionate.”

“You he’rd that? You started dis.finish it”

Lets just say a lot went on in that barn. 

That night was more than just gin, but of longing for connection.

Bar

"Then what happened?" Elaine asked.

"We spent a week together, and he wanted me to stay. I said I wanted my career, and as hard as it was, he let go." I told them.

“No, I mean detail the sex, the body, the….” Elaine said with too much interest.

"Girl, the way he is looking at you. He did not let you go. Elaine behave, you know how writers are, they let you use your imagination." Joni said

I glanced at Caleb and remembered our first night together, and I smiled.

"Choose him," Elaine said

"Don't you dare. You got three other shot glasses, and I need the stories behind those." Alex said. Sebastian second.

This was going to be a long night.

2 weeks ago. Sunday, July 5, 2026 at 1:00 PM

Why do you do that

Stretch and present yourself

Do you not know danger

 

Salivation

White knuckle grip

Shred of control

 

Breathing in essence

Only you possess

To torment me

 

You created this

This monster

This lurking…idiot

 

Prey goal is

Self preservation

Run….Damn you

 

Run!!!

 

 

 

1 month ago. Friday, June 12, 2026 at 2:12 PM

 

 

Hello everyone and welcome to The female Dom’s introduction to the cage. Meet the female Dom we are speaking about. My name is Mistress Fine and I have just recently joined the cage.

Normally I am not this outspoken in the beginning. But certain things have been happening and it behooved me to start writing this blog.

There have been many propositions since I've been on and even though I say that I have my hands full at the moment. It does not deter the most eager of Subs.

Let’s begin

On day 2 of being on the cage I was greeted with a message in my inbox. I opened it and it said, “ I'm willing to be your sub but I am not going to pay you for it. It is ridiculous to pay for something that you do naturally.”

I sat there staring at the e-mail thinking, “WTF?”

What a way to introduce yourself. If you would have read my profile, I had stated nothing about being a findom. The assumption that I will take your money left me gob smacked. I have nothing against findom’s. That is what they do and that is what they like. There are those who absolutely enjoy giving it all away to them.

But to assume that I am like the other is ridiculous. An easy “hi, how are you? How was your day?” Would have come across much better than what was presented. So, if you get a non-response, you should sit back and think, “was it something I said? Was my approach all wrong? Did I make her to be a villain that turned me down because I did not want to give my money to them.”

My advice to you if you have been jaded in this situation. Maybe you should sit back and take a moment before you approach your next female dom. She may not be as nice as me and honestly you caught me on a good day, because I can be really, really rude.

Hope to see you in the next episode. It will be entitled “I want to lick your feet.”

1 month ago. Tuesday, June 9, 2026 at 9:48 AM

“No, Laney we are going to...”

[Before I can even think she had her hands twisting my nipples and I was getting so hard.]

Justin I know you missed me. Have you been keeping it real tight for me? Or were you loose and gave it away to someone else.

[She said this whispering in my ear and she knows damn well I don't give my ass to anyone. The last time I had any kind of play in that area was the last time I picked up rent. She made me think of things that I never thought about doing before.]

“I have not...”

You can't even say it huh? So that hole is all mine. You know I have this special lube that I want to use...

“We have to come up with some rules because this is going fast and yes I want this but...”

[Well they moved her hands from my nipples and slowly her nails went down to my bulging cock. She started to massage her on the outside of my shorts and my body is just on its own reacting to her. Laney was eerily quiet. She opened my shorts and instead of continuing to massage my cock she started to squeeze my ass.]

Just relax you know I'm going to make you feel real good. We'll start off slow as usual and one finger until your…

“Laney”

Come on Justin you can always tell me to back off and as much as I don't want to, I will.

“I'm not used to this. I am always in control of the situation”

That's why I'm here baby to make you lose control. Just relax and just take it in.  Don't you want me in. Remember the counter?

[Justin remembers the counter and how she was saying so many dirty things to him as she not only taking his V card (anally)  but blew his mind that he would even enjoy it.]

 Come with me and lie down on the couch. We must get you where I want you.

(third and final is coming)

8 months ago. Tuesday, November 18, 2025 at 1:15 PM

I'm on my way home
So what does that mean
Are you serious I'm on my way home
Yeah what does that mean
You agreed to be my sub
That's what I agreed to in the club
I thought I was supposed to Dom you tonight
Let's not turn this into a fight
 
Now listen don't be a brat
Me be a brat
You agree to be my sub At the very least a switch
Alright alright let's get on with this
 
Take all your clothes off
Go in the middle of the bed
Put the blindfolds on
Hands behind your head
 
]Oh wait a minute this sounds like my execution
Are you trying to kill me tonight
The more you're being combative
That may be your plight
 
I'll get on the bed
Hands behind my back
I'll kneel for you
There's something this scene lacks
 
It lacks you with no clothes on
There's something I must wear
Can we just get this on dawn
Well did you get it dear
 
At the side of the bed
There is a box
It was supposed to be a surprise but instead
You're making me cross
 
In five more minutes
You will hear my car turn in the driveway
In five more minutes
You better present yourself the way I say
No more debates
No more words
You sealed your fate
You understood
 
Yes
Yes what?
Yes…. Master

 

(I was talking to a friend and said I would post this since I think it is fun)