My Journey finding my dream daddy dom

Today I took out the trash in my room and bathroom. I looked through some stuff in my room to donate to the thrift store. I enjoy getting rid of stuff I don't need or want then giving away to someone else that will actually use it. I managed to shave my armpits so now they are more comfortable now. I was watching trans woman having sex with a woman before my vibrator stopped. It is the ultimate edging torture at least to me. I talked to a dom today. We will call him by the Norse trickster god Loki. Loki is very entertaining but due to distance. I know there is no way we could meet but it is just teasing foreplay at this point. I desire so much to be with a long haired daddy dom. I keep obsessing over what his face would look like when he comes or the type of sounds he makes when he moans. I even see how firm and strong his hands are when he handles using the rope or bondage tape on me. I wish I could be intimate with him right now. There is a single mixer happening near my workplace. Tickets are expensive but I am thinking of going if the men are good looking. I found a recipe where I can make marshmallow cheesecake but it uses actual marshmallows not marshmallow fluff. I will be cooking Cornish hen for dinner next week. I hope these boys will love the Victorian inspired dinner. Maybe I should go to Scotland and get properly pinned to castle walls. I better go I have to open the store tomorrow