I messaged Aiken today and it is getting intense. He is very sweet and patient with me. It is such a turn on to have a guy that makes you feel special. Today at work, I had to deal with a customer over how much money they got from a refund. They were luckily that I knew where the item was and the price. Otherwise they would be refund but i digress. I withdrew money to use for the laundromat tomorrow. I really need to do laundry. My nipples are very sensitive and tender to the touch. Yet I am hesitant to say the words of being under his protection. i want to be committed to him and give him my body, my soul, my mind. I keep referencing, the trauma and disappointment of being with a weak man that couldn't even satisfy my wants and needs. Should i take the leap of faith and be fully committed to Aiken or should i hold back more? I really like him and want him. I just don't know what to do. Someone please leave some advice.
1 month ago. Thursday, April 23, 2026 at 10:20 PM