8:23pm
April 29, 2026
Today I washed dishes and received my preordered maple syrup from a small business in Vermont. It is made by wiccans and they make excellent teas as well. I also made a big pitcher of sweet tea. My chickens are looking good but I really feel that I could season it better. Dry brining is a very long and tedious process especially when the hens will be cooked to feed my hungry brothers. Aiken and I have pleasant conversations today. He suggested a beach date which I accepted. Beach dates are one of my favorite type of dates. It is much much cooler at night and less crowded. Though I can't swim. Just being near the ocean and hearing the sea ascending towards the sand and then descend back into the ocean. He told me about his day and how he is covered in weeds and dirt looking like a wild man. I told him about my fantasy about being abducted by a wild man and having my clothes torn off, my panties torn and being forced bred right on the spot. I was covered in his piss and cum after he was done. He liked the idea too and hopes to act it out someday. I want to give myself to him completely and feel his cock in me; despite the fact we haven't met yet. Every day that I talk to Aiken it feels like I am just having a conversation to my partner of years rather than days. I am burning a soy wax candle in my room and the smell of sweet berries fill my bedroom. I look at the dep blue strappy bra and panties that I still have stored in the third drawer of my plastic drawers. I hope Aiken could teach me how to ride the horses he cares for and maybe help me learn to garden with horse manure. It is very effective fertilizer to grow plants. I really hope to grow a cherry blossom tree or at least a peach blossom tree. I love flowers especially cherry blossoms. They are my favorite. I guess that is why I chose the name for myself.