Kneeling naked with my eyes on the floor

my Wife has three rules that apply at all times:

1. Say it out loud to Her. If i have a fantasy or a craving, whatever perverted, disgusting thing i want Her to do to me, i have to tell Her. Immediately.

2. Ask Her for it. Telling Her what i want isn't enough - next i have to ask for whatever i want. In person, naked, on my kneels, without any sign of an erection (She has a strict rule against erections without Her prior permission).

3. Let Her decide. my Wife frequently reminds me that part of my submission is accepting Her judgment about what i want, and what i need. She decides whether i get what i asked for, or something else, or nothing at all. She separates my wants from my needs, and treats each according to Her whim.

So yesterday afternoon i crawled naked into Her studio and begged Her to let me hurt myself with metal alligator clips on my nipples. She glanced up from Her work, said yes, and removed Her socks before She continued Her crafting. i spent the next 15 minutes sucking and licking Her Feet while She ignored me and my groans of pain. 

When She had enjoyed my mouth enough She told me to stop. Of course i had a stiffy. The punishment spanking (with a wooden paddle) was hard enough to leave me sore for the rest of the day.

Hello, my name is slave chris and i am the consensual possession of my Wife. For the last 9 years i have been Her property and Her servant, and both of us have never been happier. We practice an aggressive form of Femdom 24/7/365 (in and out of the bedroom) focused on Her hurting me and me serving Her. She deeply enjoys controlling me, humiliating me, and hurting me. 

Back in 2017 She had several conditions for marriage : To start i had to sign a slavery contract making it clear She was in charge of everything (it still hangs on the wall today). She required me to have my nipples pierced, my scrotum pierced, and my penis pierced with a reverse PA. Finally She demanded that i have "SLAVE" tattooed across my pubic area (which has remained shaved ever since). No more chasing skirt for me ... in fact the PA (which took more than a year to heal) makes normal fucking impossible for me - just the way She wanted it to.

Once that was done i suffered 17 months of complete chastity while i improved my oral technique, learned how to be a toilet, and practiced taking 8 inches of dildo in my boi cunt and my mouth (often one after the other). Once my probationary period was done She began training me on ruined ejaculations, foot worship, and the occasional threesome with one of Her old boyfriends.

I'm hoping this blog will be an opportunity to share some of our adventures, and maybe open a few conversations with other slaves in similar circumstances.