06/21
I think it might be too complicated to enjoy on here, the diary has to go somewhere, it being observed is part of the challenge, to find the space between. It's fair enough, this is a dedicated kink site, Master Dom Might Meaty and Kitty Cum Slut dont want to read about the philosophy of Derrida and heterodidactics - ( i don't know either but a muse does so I'm learning and I'll introduce the Muse later)
08/0621
I wrote a lovely piece, then deleted it because the site doesn't auto save and I'm in lazy habits. I draw, photo myself and anything else, am available for life drawing. The pandemic threw us all off course a little didn't it?I know I had to exchange one this erotic creativity for a more domestic one. But in the past few months the sensuality returns the creative ideas and of course a Muse - Derrida he will be called.
Derrida Academic, artist which is how we crossed paths and thinker- vanilla but loves de Sade ( I sniggered to - something delicious about those who are kinky and don't know appreciate it.) It doesn't matter intently - I know there's no point trying to make a Dom out of someone who has yet to decide themselves but his art is just...
I model and it's all very renaissance, my ass on the gallery wall. It's a long game, he has connections and I plan to get My Art on the gallery wall in the future.
Funny though, that the photos I send can't be posted anywhere but adult sites, Derrida creates a "pastel on khadi paper 30cmx30cm" and whatdoyouknow? 5000 followers on Twitter and and a display in New York. Blessed Day as they say.
Still not sexy is it? Well it's still in that sensual crush vanilla stage, what's there to say? I imagine pleasuring myself as he draws, being frigged with pastel coated fingers, deep kisses and black and white photography. It will pass. Unless he suddenly reveals himself to be the second coming of de Sade, which is unlikely as I think he might end up in a monastery, so he can study in silence. I have other eroticisims but today is a Derrida day.
Until next time readers - the future belongs to ghosts.
