The Inner Workings of A Serial Submissive

         HAPPY NEW YEAR

I will NOT let this tiny woman push me around and rush me this time, I swear under my breath. She will just have to wait for me to be ready. It's not necessarily embarrassing to do my task for Daddy,  but I don't exactly need everyone noticing and wondering what in the hell I'm doing. 

I walk into the nail salon and before I know what's happening the pint sized drill sergeant has my fingernails wrapped in cotton balls and foil and my ass in the pedicure chair. As always this is a problem because I am to pick 3 colors and send pictures to Daddy so he can then choose what I will wear for him. I can protest all I want, but she somehow manages to get me in this position before I can even look through the swatches.

Today I am determined to accomplish my goal, so I sit in the chair and use my knuckles to push the screen on my phone. There is no way to hide that I am taking pictures of the different hues of purple and then sending them to Daddy. Her eyebrows continually go up and she repeatedly asks if I have picked a color yet. I almost tell her to hold her horses. Instead I politely say "no, not yet", as we smile at each other.

I have tried many different ways to get those few minutes that it would take to get my simple task done, but to no avail.  I have shown up to my appointment early, thinking that she won't be ready for me. I have shown up a few minutes late, thinking maybe she will have someone else in the chair since I wasn't on time. Each and every time is the same outcome though.

I believe that I have found a solution, as I was talking to Daddy on the phone after the nail appointment. I jokingly told him that the task is far more difficult than he probably intended because of this small obstacle and that I am now looking at it as a puzzle. As I was telling him all of the things that I have tried already, it popped into my head that the next appointment, before I leave, I will choose the three colors and take pictures so Daddy can choose for the following visit! 

Yes my very next visit will be a typical appointment, but I think after that I will be able to not feel irritated and rushed. Or I can just come right out and tell her that I will get punished if I don't get my task accomplished for my Daddy and I will share the punishment with her! We'll see if she likes it any more than I do!

I am almost ready for the big day.  I have gone to a few parties already and made sure to wear my best Christmas sweater

I’ve even taken some super tasty finger foods

I’ve put on some festive movies…

while I decorated the tree with my pretty glass ornaments 

I have been working on my icing skills for the cookies for St Nick

and hung my stocking for him to stuff.
It shines the light on others, just  in case he thinks it’s me that deserves coal

the funniest public display of toy play I have ever seen!

This evening has been a sweet torture.  The looks, the light touches, cause me to want. I haven't felt THIS in so long. I want You alone. I want more than the brush of Your hand. Do You feel the same? I get nothing as a hint from You, just a smile.

     You walk me to the door. I grab Your hand and lead You in. I will not let You get away. I will not be the shy, demure girl tonight. I will take control and take what I want.  I tell You to have a seat as I go get us something to drink. 

     I see You on the couch and decide to take my chance.  I put the drinks down on the side table and stand in front of You for a moment before I climb into Your  lap facing You. There is a look of pure lust in those light caramel colored eyes. I still have to look up at You as I demand that You kiss me. 

     You have your hands in my hair and I can feel Your arousal as I straddle Your lap. The kiss turns from needy to almost Savage. You pull me away and tell me to stop. I am dumbfounded…. Stop! How can I stop?

     You tell me that if we don't stop now, You will never be able to stop. You say that I am the type of woman that a man keeps forever and until I am ready to be Yours for good, I can't have what I want.

     You kiss me again, sweetly this time. Be a good girl and walk me to the door, You instruct. That is the first time You call me a good girl and it makes me realize that I wasn't ever really in control. You knew exactly what You were doing to tempt me, to cause me to show how much I want You. And the thought of You controlling me makes me want You more.

I can hear You as You unlock the door. I have been here kneeling in my place by Your chair, waiting for You.  I am in the sheer black robe that You like so much with my plug in place. 

I lower my head as You walk in and sit in the chair. "Welcome home Sir" I quietly say. You reach down and caress my cheek as You ask me to turn around and bend over so You can see that my plug is in place as instructed. I get on all fours and turn so You can see that I have obeyed. I hear the approval in Your voice as You stand and instruct me to follow You. My heart races and I crawl behind You to our bedroom. 

You are standing by the bed and watch me as I crawl to Your feet and stop, with my head bowed. You extend a hand to me and help me to stand. You tell me to climb up on the bed and get on all fours again. You are behind me and I feel finger tips as You slide Your hand up a thigh. The light touch makes me shiver just as I feel the sharp sting as You smack my ass. "Count for me, my baby girl" You say. 

You continue the light touch up each thigh and then smack my ass till my cheeks are bright red. The contrast between the sting and the slight caress makes me  moan. You bend forward and place a kiss on each cheek when You are done. The heat from them pleases You. 

You rub my clit and I arch my back. You edge me closer, but slow Your pace as I am about to cum. "Be my good girl and do not cum. I will reward you if you obey." You position Yourself behind me and I feel Your cock slide into my dripping wet cunt. I inhale sharply when You are buried deep in me. I love how You fuck me. I love being Yours to use as You please. 

You grab my hips and fuck me hard and fast. I beg to cum and You again tell me no. You pull out before I can cum. I lay down and roll over onto my back in front of You as You instruct. You cover my tits in Your cum as You jack off on me, marking me as Yours. "Come get your reward, baby girl" You say as You allow me to suck Your cock clean.

I am wet and ache to cum, but being Your good girl and obeying is want I want more. Maybe You  will allow me to cum next time You use me. 

What a fun challenge to accept!

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