We are all looking for something in our lives...that one thing to complete us. I was asked what that illusive something is for me. I drew a blank. I can honestly say that I have everything that I need.
I have always known that I can only depend on myself to make me happy. No one else has that power or control, just me. Others bring joy to my life, but there again, I control who stays and who goes in my life.
I have come to terms with my demons from my past. We peacefully coexist, as you never really vanquish them. Again, ultimately that is my quest and while others can help and guide, no one can do it for me.
I have a career that challenges me daily. It allows me to give care and a human connection to people in their scariest or most vulnerable moments. I love what I do.
I have an amazing support system. The friends that I have, would hide a body for me and never ask a question. I hope that they know I would do the same for them in a heart beat.
The only thing that I can think of that I need is to continue on. I need to keep working hard and loving harder. I need to always remember that I am blessed beyond measure.
Okay….maybe I need a few more orgasms, if that’s not asking for too much. 😁