So, when i be rejected for the million times + 1 and then i try one more time and send a message to you! A dominant! And each time i replay with carefull words and you keep saying "That was better that i expected!" That create a feeling in me that i finally found someone to accept me!
Yet, not just that, you ask for specific social media app, and stay still i download it even though i don't use it, just because i saw a spark of hope..
You say "i want in person dynamic" even though I made it clear that im looking for online one! And you can see my country flag idiota! Not just that! blocking me out of nowhere without telling me what's wrong?
Fuck! I hate you, i hate YOU the one who read, i HATE THIS WHOLE WORLD, fuck! All i want is some connection, feelings, care.
Not that, the asshole prof in uni called my parents saying i didn't show up?? For twice only?! I've been there all the semester, WHAT KIND OF PROF CALL MY PARENTS?????
You know what, if it wasn't for me believing in hellfire, I'd kill myself.
Die asshole🖕