...You don't like me...good, that means your judgment still works. Now keep it over there...
From Dust and Harmony's song 'Ain't Mine To Fix'
I've made a total of 12 entries in my blog diary to try to write a real blog. There's so much context that it's difficult to pull apart. So we are going to start with the Dom who told me I needed training (ok, laugh now), not that for most doms, I don't; I'm sure to them I do. But mine… he prefers me feral, and I like it that way, too. So no, thank you very much. I do not NEED training. Unless it's added martial arts training. Everyone can use that. It did make me think, however, you don't like the way I am; walk away. I don't need someone trying to change me. I'm not clay to be molded. I'm a whole ass human being. And as someone recently said to me, “Did anyone ever tell you you're a grown ass woman?” And thank you for that…you know who you are.
….I don't owe you a version of me you can live with…. (Dust and Harmony ‘Ain’t mine to fix’)
Now… we are going to share my daily thoughts just for my (we are going to let him read so he can decide how he would like to be referred to) Dom, My Daddy, My Sir…
We fought, then we talked, I perseverated and then we spoke again. Those things build trust only if one listens. Today you did. Thank you.
I would do an erotic story here however…today i would like to reccommend Metanoia’s blog on rebuilding trust.
Erotics return tomorrow.