13 hours ago. Tuesday, June 23, 2026 at 2:23 AM
i hate myself and i don't feel worthy of love and i know that because everyone and everything tells me i need to be mentally healthier for a relationship.
i go online and so many people know what they want.
i'm terrified. i want someone i can hide behind, i want someone to help guide me and hold my hand and i want someone to reassure me.
and i especially want to serve someone.
i want to be owned, i want him to take control over me i want him to take his anger out on me i want him to use me and pretend to love me.
i'm scared. please.