Mytorridthoughts

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My shackles rattle as I move about my cage. I am naked as always. Master had recently given me a bath and I can still smell the lavender in my long platinum hair. I think of the bath and my nipples become hard.  However, I know a discipline is coming; master caught me touching myself, a most severe transgression, as my body is his and not mine.  At that minute I hear the familiar footsteps down the stairs. I hear him breathing. He’s carrying something, a wooden saw horse with a wide top panel. Attached to each of the legs are chained handcuffs. The saw horse is lower to the ground then I would expect. Master’s walking toward my cage with a huge erection through his cotton pants. His face has an amused look. Well at least he’s not angry, I think. He unlocks the metal bars that form a door to my cage and opens it. “Out.” He commands. I scramble out and kneel before him. “Get up.” He flatly says. I stand. He points to the saw horse and directs me to lay with my belly down on top of it.  He takes each of my wrists and handcuffs them to the corresponding legs of the saw horse and then proceeds to do the same with my ankles. I am stretched out bent Over as if on hands and knees yet I am restrained tightly in this position with the saw horse under me. I am unable to move.

Master begins by calling in one of the other slave girls. She enters and kneels before him. He points to me and she stands up, turns and disappears to my rear. I cannot see her but I feel her long silky hair sweep past my ass and then I feel it, her wet tongue licking at my clit. She begins slowly, with her head on the floor beneath me, she inserts her tongue up and into my slit and begins lapping up the juices that have begun to leak. Her little tongue artfully uses its tip to quickly lick up and down my cunny  I feel my orgasm rising. “Stop!”, master yells and just like that her sweet tongue retreats and I am left with a hard clit, pulsing like a heart beat. 

Seeing the strain on my face, master smiles, “good.”, he says “now your ready”. 

In comes a huge Great Dane. Look at the size of that beast! The man holding the leash to the harness is having difficultly controlling the animal. I become alarmed, I struggle to free myself but it’s a useless attempt. It’s immediately noticeable that the dog has an enormous erection. The man with the leash tells my master “this here animal is a fuck machine, hahahahaha , he’s used to the breeding, ya kno?” And he flashes a quick smile at my master, hands him the leash and leaves just as quickly as he had come in. 

Master leads the dog back behind me. I feel it’s snout in my pussy, sniffing me then licking at my wet slit. I grimace because it feels good and yet I hate what is happening. While this dog is sniffing and licking my pussy, I look up at my master. His eyes are stormy and he says to me, “you want to act like a dog then you’ll get fucked by a dog too.”  I couldn’t believe this was really happing. And all the while the dog licking my twot made me turned on yet I felt disgusted at that very thought. Master yells out a command to the Great Dane and with that word, the dog mounts me from behind, his weight on my back, his front paws over my shoulders as he begins stabbing my hairless bottom with his rigid prick until he hit his target and into my pussy he rams his Great Dane dick.  I shrill at first but manage to recover my composer, barely. I needed to make it through this, get this punishment over. Just then master steps in front of me. He smiles as he watches my face grimace in some discomfort. “It’s  bigger than it looks.” He remarks about the Great Dane dick and smiles as he unzips his pants and takes his cock out.  He pulls a chair and sits directly in front of my face. “Suck it.”  He commands.  With the huge dog dick piercing into me, I open up and accept masters steel pole into my mouth, licking the head then the shaft as it goes down my throat.  As I suck masters cock, the Great Dane is ramming me hard humping me from behind, panting, his nails digging up my back and to my humiliation an involuntary, muffled moan escapes my throat. Master laughs loud. “You love having your hole drilled by a dog’s dick, don’t you!”  I turn red because, I do like it and the twisting of my hips only proved his assertion. The wet sensation of the huge dog dick pumping in and out of me and masters cock submerging into my throat, I again felt an orgasm start to rise but then I feel the dog stop humping and start filling my pussy with very warm goo. As the dog jumps off me, I feel it’s jizz drip out of my cunt. I’m still suctioning my Masters cock with my mouth and he’s moaning now too and panting fast; he freezes and dumps his huge load down my throat, into my belly.  

My clit is still throbbing but I know I will not be allowed to release today as master unlocks me from the saw horse and leads me back to my cage.  Inside, I hear the lock snap shut. This time I will not touch myself no matter how uncomfortable I am, I think to myself as master reminds me that the next time I touch myself without permission the punishment might not be as easy as this one was. I swallow hard, both very horny and very scared at the same time.  

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It’s early one morning, almost dawn, when I hear daddy breathing heavily next to me in my bed. I see him through barely open slits in my eyes. As I stir more, I hear n see him come into focus more clearly. “Baby girl,” He starts. “Wake up sweetheart, daddy needs his baby.”  Daddy is sitting on the edge of the bed, his cock out of his slacks and rock hard. I see it’s enormity then look at daddy. He’s staring at me with wide, dark eyes. He hands me a lollipop, nods and whispers, “go ahead, it’s ok.”  

 I unwrap the rather large round lollipop and take a taste. Yum! It’s cotton candy. As I’m enjoying my lollipop, daddy smiles and takes the lolli from me; it’s wet with my saliva. He rolls it up and down his daddy cock, swirling it around the head, then puts it down on the bed stand. I look confused but daddy cups my face and instructs to me, “now do what you did to the lollipop to daddy’s dick baby.”  I think about it for a moment, then lay my head in daddy’s lap, stick out my tongue and begin lapping at the pole of daddy’s steel cock. It taste good! Sticky sweet cotton candy. I start licking all over trying to lap up and lick as much of the sticky sweetness as I can. I put my mouth over the fat tip of daddy’s dick and start sucking and suctioning up the cotton candy flavored drool.  I hear daddy moan, then say in a gruff tone, “oooh baby, that’s so good!” As he puts both hands over my ears he firmly but gently, guides my open mouth down further onto his rigid pole. I feel daddy cock going right down my throat and become scared, It’s too much. I look up at him with only my eyes. He smiles reassuringly and reminds me that I’m a big girl now and that I can do this, that I have to do this because I have no choice.  He says to me softly, “relax your throat and take it all the way down because baby if you don’t take it all down yourself, then daddy will force it down n that will be harder for you so try your best now and suck as it moves in and out of your throat.” I do as he says and focus on the cotton candy taste on my tongue.  As I suck I push down, daddy’s cock plunging deeper down, tickling, my throat and then I come back up on it. And I repeat this movement with my open mouth but soon daddy takes over doing the thrusting. I quickly learn to breath by relaxing my throat; Daddy was right I can do this! I become excited and wet between my legs as I suck daddy’s cock.  He’s really moaning now and I feel him wedge his hand into my panties and begin swirling his middle finger around the bump that daddy calls my clit. He dips his finger into the well of my opening, getting some of my wetness, then spreads it onto my clit, rubbing it in a circle. I make a moan but it’s muffled because daddy is pumping away down my throat, thrusting his hips and pelvis in a rhythmic motion that makes his cock disappear in and out from my lips. I keep sucking hard as daddy fucks my stretched, open mouth. I use my tongue to go up and down the shaft of him as I suck. And occasionally swirl my tongue round the tip as it resurfaces to dive back down into me. 

Daddy begins to talk to me in fast, separated words punctuated by involuntary moans, “good......girl.”  “So....good.”  “Get.....ready” “....my juice!” “Baby girl! ....Swallow!” Daddy thrusts one last time and freezes, his dick pressed back into my throat, I feel warm gushing spurting and I quickly start gulping. Daddy still circling his finger fast around my clit. As I’m swallowing daddy’s juice, I feel a strong pulsing in my clit and then my whole pelvis starts contracting in pleasurable rhythmic hard waves. I finish daddy off, wipe my mouth and sit up. Daddy is relaxed and smiling. “You were perfect tonight baby. Daddy needed that so bad.”  He leans in and kisses me fully and softly on my mouth.”  I love you baby girl.”  I gleam, “I love you so much daddy.”  I feel contented and satisfied as I drift off back to sleep. 

 I  like kissing daddy and I know he likes how I kiss him because when we’re lying there hugging n kissing, my legs reach over daddy’s hard bump in his pants. He says it’s  daddy cock. It feels so very hard like now when daddy runs his tongue down my neck and the hard bump in his pants digs into my hip. He whispers in my ear “darling you’ve got daddy so hot that all my juices have gathered between my legs.” He takes my hand and I feel a hard big bone beneath the cotton of daddy’s shorts. Daddy continues on as I listen attentively, “see how swollen all that juice makes daddy?”  I nod my head worried as he softly says “swollen means that all that juice is too much for daddy to have. Daddy’s running out of room down there and it hurts daddy”. I immediately ask what I can do and daddy tells me, “Well you can help daddy get that juice out and that swelling will go down.” “And you won’t hurt anymore daddy?” I earnestly ask. “Nope,” he replies and adds “in fact once you start to help work daddy’s juice out, it feels sooo good for daddy.”  I become excited, “daddy show me how!”  

He takes his finger n touches my mouth ever so gently, his Index finger trailing down like a feather from my lips to the hollow in my neck to my belly button n down to inbetween my legs. He stops n lightly pushes on the fabric in the crotch of my panties n I feel that good yet uncomfortable stir where he presses and feels me. “Daddy needs to put his juice in there”, he tells me in a low voice as his finger circles around just below that incredibly sensitive bump daddy rubs sometimes with his finger. 

Feeling so good in my body, I laugh, “daddy you’re so silly, how are you going to get ur juice in there!”  Daddy grows serious for a moment then grins a silly face and says “baby daddy’s gonna show you how right now”. “Does it hurt daddy?” I ask. “Is it swoline daddy?”’ “Swollen,” He corrects me and warns me of a spanking with his belt if I mispronounce the word again. He straddles me, with my panties off and licks his finger and pushes it up inside the space beneath where I pee, or what daddy calls his beautiful little pussy. Daddy leans back on his heels and takes out his daddy cock. It’s bigger than I had thought, long, fat and very stiff with a sorta firm ball at the end of it. I start to get afraid of how that will fit down there inside of me!  My breathing becomes faster and before I can think to try to get away, daddy pushes down, his weight on top of me. I can’t move he has me pinned to the mattress  and then he chuckles, “I told you, this body is mine.”  He kisses me on the forehead and I feel hard flesh pressing against that exact spot daddy had his finger in before. He calmly says “baby relax, the more you relax the easier this first time will be.”  “Daddy,”

I ask, “how many times will there be?”  He laughs loud; I love the little lines near his eyes when he laughs like this.  But I swallow hard as I feel daddy’s cock begin to push at me and slowly enter into me. I feel this sharp pain like he’s tearing me while he punctures me: and then I feel him, daddy’s cock, deep within me. I open my eyes as the pain subsides and look Daddy in his eyes. He is not moving but pressed up buried deep inside of me. I feel my hole throbbing around his stiff cock. Daddy remains still as he returns my gaze and mouths out to me in a low tone, “baby girl I love you.”  Then daddy begins moving inside me again. I feel it slipping and rubbing against the walls of my pussy as it goes in and out, each time daddy seems to push it in a little harder; I take it. Daddy’s moving fast now his cock disappearing in and out of my little wet hole with fervent furious strokes. I hear daddy begin to grunt like a bear, his whole body stiffens for a flash and then he heaves into me, filling me with a very warm sensation. I feel him pulsing against and inside my body Daddy is filling me with his juice!  I feel so happy. As daddy relaxes and rolls over he looks back at me, winks and directs me to “give daddy a kiss.” I lean in and kiss my handsome daddy,”. He flashes me that smile and says. “You’re my beautiful and VERY good girl today!”  I break into a grin then snuggle next to him. And that’s how I lost my virginity to daddy. 

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My sleep is disturbed. Returning from the dream, I feel his hand on my tummy. Slowly he inches up my nighty as he pinches the fabric to pull it higher until my panties are exposed. 

“Daddy”, I murmur through my half opened eyes. “Shhh”, he says softly, “close ur eyes baby girl”.  I obey. 

Feeling daddy tug my panties down and off, up n over my feet, he tosses them to the bedroom floor. My pink carpet seems sharper in color as my senses become heightened in awareness.  Daddy nudges my legs slightly apart. “Wow how pretty your pussy is.” , he tells me as he looks up at me with a proud smile. I blush but I’m happy that I made daddy feel good; I tell him this. I always tell him all my thoughts, all my feelings.  “Well, my sweet it’s getting to be about that time now, to learn that your body is daddy’s, to love and to please myself with.”  “Do you understand sweetheart?”  I nod slowly that I do but I don’t completely, not yet. 

Daddy kisses my cheek lightly then cups my head in his hands and kisses me on the lips. Oh my he’s never kissed me there before! Daddy kisses my whole mouth then he kisses my top lip before sucking gently on my bottom lip. My heart seems to be beating a bit faster. I like kissing daddy this way. I feel his arms around me now, holding me as he begins exploring my mouth with his tongue. First he uses the tip of it to trace on my lips then he uses it to part open my mouth I feel his tongue enter, licking at my flesh, tasting me. I feel light headed like the world is spinning, laying on the bed with daddy, hugging n kissing this way. I feel an odd sensation of thick moisture between my legs and a weird uncomfortable feeling in my bottom. I squirm my bum a little. Daddy feels my movement and looks up from kissing me to exclaim “I see my baby girl is responding just right.” He smiles at me and I think how handsome My daddy is as he resumes kissing me, softly, his tenacious tongue penetrating and probing the inside of my open and receiving mouth. I start licking back at the inner part of daddy’s lips and touching his tongue with mine. 

(More to follow!😮😊)

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In my white little t shirt,
you pinch my nipple right through
sharp waves of pleasure ripple through
my clit throbs
like it was stung
then daddy licks it soft with his tongue
spreading my bald pussy open wide with his finger n thumb
I’m leaking juice, oh no i think i might cum

I hold on, close my eyes,
feeling that familiar fire starting to rise,
the heat in my toes-
like needing to sneeze n holding your nose
(the punishment will be so severe)
i freeze, but fail to hold it there…

i watch as daddy gets out some handcream
he rubs it onto his cock till it gleams
i bend over, this i know.  
ruthlessly he rams himself into my asshole,

his hand holds my mouth so i cant scream

fire burns and i am informed
when i disobey, i must pay

i shouldn’t have cum without daddy saying ok

now he ties me up and fucks me hard all day. 
My little asshole is torn up, sore and used,
daddy’s fuck toy to love n abuse. 😊

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“I’ll keep digging 

till I feel something”

-stinkfist by Tool

A Feeling. 

Physical, Mental, 

Emotional, 

I’ll take all three!

Some people love the sensation of only “good” feelings and some people cannot tolerate “bad” feelings and may want to be numb from these feelings and can use sex to do such, then there’s the other side; using sex to feel.  I crave the STIMULATION.  Don’t we all here? Well I’ll agree! And what’s even more particular to delve down into is this thing of ours we call BDSM  bc I personally believe that bdsm begs or commands (depending on ur point of view lol) the question of is there really such a thing as a “bad” feeling” or is it all just a combination of what we are taught to perceive and what we think we know? What we learn, what we gain, So then why do some people love pain? answer is the same: Perspective? Conditioning? Our current Pedagogy? 

Perhaps perhaps, perhaps....

One can also numb with pain I suppose but still, to live completely in the vanilla of life lacks luster like listless limp 

dicks, so pointless 😊

but

bdsm lends spice to the mixture🔥 

I love to feel

And 

I think that I love sex so much bc it’s an amazing medium for experiencing varied, intensifying feelings on multiple levels.  And I can choose how I want my sex to be n the feelings I create through testing my limits, and using more than just my physical perception means I am not limited here, fetish frees me. Sex let’s me FEEL and HEAL, play out my dream or my gravest fear. Our biggest asset in this community is flipping n switching,  but constantly expanding, exploring and redefining our feelings.  To feel OUT LOUD speaks and I can become aroused by physical stimulation or a mental thought or even an emotion like love but the combination of all three gives me such intensity!

Sex connects for us like

Spokes on a wheel,

All connected out to what we Feel

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