Ginger's Nest

Well since I started my new dit and exercise routine I found that holy damn I need to get better at timing things. These next two weeks will be easier as there will be someone home to watch the dogs... kind of... cause there's no freaking way I could take them on walks it's in the -30s all week with next week not looking much better... so I have to go way out of my comfort zone and go to a gym... definitely NOT my cup of tea... 

Also this whole keto thing.... eating lots of faty things (good or not).... I've never had so many fatty filled meals. And I'm terrible with eating at regular intervals so having a meal plan that involves breakfast, lunch, dinner and 2 snacks is crazy! I eat like twice a day... even with the meals being small on this plan I still find I'm not making them all... 

I can see how healthy people never have time and need so much energy lol. This is crazy! But because I'm a stubborn redhead I'll be sticking this out for as long as I can...

I hope everyone is doing good and having fun and learning new things!

So I guess I've decided to move forward...

I broke up with my boyfriend of five long years just over a year ago... since then I have had a tornado break through my life and turn everything upside down and crazy. I have had a miscarriage with a shitty person which is a good and bad thing, got a dog who is now my best friend in the world. I stopped talking to a lot of friends, made some new ones...made some enemies.... and almost went back to very bad old habits. 

But I think that in the last couple weeks Ive decided that I need to change some things. Yes they're a little on the impulsive side, but at least they're good impulses. As of tomorrow I'm getting on the Keto train, I've already started a bit workout routine and I'm going to quit smoking... that last one will be the hardest of it all I think. But I need to stop doing whatever it is I am doing as I'm not going to be the best I can if I'm stuck in the mess that is me. (Also I really want to look good... better....when I get my diploma I've been working on for 3 years)