Understanding me.

It’s been awhile since I’ve been on here, I’ve missed reading blogs and such.  I never left, just took a step back and worked on myself and my relationship with the world.  
  Bishop and I are doing well, we are falling into “our” dynamic, one for us, not a cookie cutter. We communicate in a much better way and we are growing. It’s been hard to learn something’s but they have been for the best.

  I go and ride on the truck with him for a week at a time when able, my work schedule is very very flexible and I can do all of my writing while out on the road.  So he and I along with our Puppers live in a sleeper for a week and I love it.  I never feel like I have no space, we enjoy each other completely and want to spend time together, no one is climbing up the walls or jumping out to escape, lol 

Bishop will be home Saturday, for a whole week, Yay!! We figured that he works 5 weeks he can be home for five days  one of those weeks I’ll head out with him. 

on my last trip with him, I got to meet up with a dear friend who happened to be in the same town we were. That was a wonderful moment for me  I’m glad Bishop got to meet him also. 

I have learned so much about myself and I am becoming the person I want to be.  

I hope to start writing more here again. 

Say hello to Hades Ruler of the Underworld!  We went and got him last week!  He is the sweetest little guy ever!  

Headed out for a 3hr drive to pick up Bishop.  We are so ready for this.  It’s taken many tears and talks and growth to get here.  My heart is his home as his is mine.   

soon he will be home!  

Growth had to happen for me to get where I am.  It wasn’t easy. It was hard as hell. But I had to do it for me, not for anyone else.  I needed to struggle and learn as I walked this path.  Long talks were needed before anything could happen.  I’m glad I fell and stood up, dusted myself off and announced that I am here.   

now I can be healthy and focus on myself with the addition of a relationship. 

Oh how I love the howling winds. Late yesterday a high wind warning took effect, 60mph gusts.  The winds howled and screamed, shaking the the window panes, echoed through the peak, haunting through the chimney.  

All through the night it sang, a mist filled the sky and moisture beaded against the glass, such a beautiful thing. To fall asleep to the howling winds.  

This is so amazing.  I was going through playlists on YouTube, for writing inspirations. This had me on the edge and my heart was pounding.  

i love music and how it touches me.  There is something about Meat Loaf. 

every time I watch this movie(All versions)  or read the book, I cry at this scene.