If You Care To Find Me, Look To The Western Sky...

I was sitting on the couch taking this selfie and saw my traps!  I have definition again. oh I cant wait until the chest starts to define and then my shoulders, and of course my legs. I have been consistent with my work outs and it is finally showing. I lift between 20-30 min per day. Not full balls to the walls yet, just slow and steady to get back into the swing of things. I am more focused  now, and able to really commit to getting back into heavy lifting.

I’ve been eating better and working out on a schedule of weights and Pilates along with 2-miles a day.  

It’s become a habit now,so it s becoming a habit of everyday.  

I’ve been able to maintain my current weight and not have it creep back up. So far 15 pounds down and I still have a long way to go. So next 15 will be a victory  

my legs and getting more solid which I love, I build leg muscles so easily. Now just have to work on the shoulders and arms to really balance myself out 

I tried this suit on and I saw that I’m getting my curves back and that is a victory. 

-please excuse the hair. It has a mind of its own at times. 

She closed her eyes, she felt the chaos lift from her shoulders, as the collar was placed around her neck. She felt the calmness push the doubts away. She is owned and owned properly. There was no hesitation, no anger, no fears. 

She sighed so deeply all the pain left her body. She looked up to him, and saw the one who owns her. He was always there,always. He guided her to her safe place, where he could watch over her and protect her. She found freedom nestled at his feet, with her head resting on his inner thigh. She is owned and owned properly

She touched her collar and chain, they were heavy yet did not weigh her down, but gave her flight. She stood taller, her posture was noted as she sat, she walked with a purpose.She spoke with freedom and power.  She is owned and owned properly.

She greets each task she is  given with such eagerness, and she delighted in the pet names he  calls her. She smiles so brightly again. She is owned and owned properly.

She has found her way home.She will never run away again, She is owned and owned properly. 

This version will always be the better version, as it had been written for Meat Loaf, not Celine Dion, she is an amazing artist. But this was Meats song.

I can listen to it everyday, some days it's on a continual loop, hearing his voice calms my soul.

as I left my back door to walk the dog, I met this little critter, just sitting in the sun by in old wild rose bush. He was basking in the sun. Enjoying the last rays of warmth before the sun sets.  I too little critter like to sit out in the sun by and old wild rose bush. 

my life  is in organized chaos, my world turned upside down, things don’t look the same anymore. 

it rings true 

Decided to join up as a paid member. Little bit of a price jump from 2018 when I paid $5 a month.  But I want to connect more in a completely platonic way with other members. To discuss various topics and able to message as needed.  Also I wanted to be able to share photos in my blog and profile. They will not be “tit” pics so all keep it in your pants. lol. I’m kidding. For me it’s about showing very little, just enough. The beauty of my body for me. 

As I sit here in my corner office looking out into the cold dark night. I glance to my weather system and NOAA reports and see the temp is -8. BUT, BUT. with windchill it’s sitting at a balmy -29!  That’s right -29 degrees F!  The F stands for FUCK! 

Before I headed into work I made sure to be prepared. My heavy parka and golves and an extra pair of thermals to wear over my pants. Blanked in vehicle and gear for the dog. She even has a neck gator to protect her ears.  

I turned the heat up a notch and let the faucets drip and opened the sink cabinets. When this weather hits I realize how much weather proofing I need to do on a little 100 yr old farm house.  

so all who are in cold regions, stay warm, be prepared and drink plenty of fluids.