I am 50. and I am on a new path in this stage of life. I am basically starting over, again, hopefully for the last time. I want my person.
My heart is huge and I will care about you. I have big feelings and I will cry. I am ever so patient and forgiving. I also am very optimistic- given the nickname of Suzy Sunshine by co-workers.
I look for the good in all I meet, and will NOT hold your past against you.
I will say that I am still very new in this lifestyle. I joined in 2018 not knowing what this lifestyle truly was,I am still a novice. But I do know that I am a submissive with the markers of being; primal, a little, service sub, and slave- what a combination.
I have to live this 24/7, the “old ways” with traditions. To me this lifestyle is beautiful. I can't hide who I am.
I need tasks, and follow through, to be held accountable for when I don't do what I was to do.
I have recently learned that I like pain, ropes, and bruises. And I have a huge Praise kink.
Illegal most definitely, scat, blood( not sure on that, need to truly understand that play), maybe extreme pain. Everything else is a soft limit which is discussed between the individuals involved
I am what is new!
I have left my self imposed solitude, and have ventured out to ask questions, chat with others and make friends on both sides of the slash. I am ready to love again, and hand my heart over to him.
I have learned many new things about myself. Ive gotten a taste of what I want. I want to be the Primal Lil slave that I know I am.
I will love with every fiber of my being.
So that is what is new.