Name' sake

Yep, just turned 49 😮‍💨

I had an amazing birthday with a dear friend 

(Thank you 😘🙏🌹)

* photo courtesy of Elusive Vixen 

The mountain course

Can't stave the mounting force

Of passionate disbelief 

I needed to want

And begged to be free

. . . . 

You'll love it when you love me

"Assault" when you dont

The black bird and crow

Are one and the same

Baked in creation

And harbinge disdain 

Trying to catch my breath 

Gives me an erection

Doesn't seem to matter 

What direction 

Run along now,  Ms Moon

No more time to play

Great white is coming 

To force the day

I had events in these feelings

Where once it once mattered 

But those nights are gone

The contusion shattered 

I feel you wind

I'm ready

Bring about fair trades 

For those unsteady 

It was an intrusive raid

Don't you remember?

I didn't heed your calling 

My blunder that December 

I feel a sense of nonsense 

In this land of illusion 

It all brings about 

A lack of conclusion 

* * * *

Mornin peeps  👋😏 

☕️

How we all doin?  

I hurt myself the other day trying to pull a thick steel pipe out of the ground.

I got to thinking . . . 

A cut on the skin requires cleaning and bandage - stitches if it's really bad.

A bruise to the muscle requires rest/ice/heat and time

A bruise to the bone requires much the same but usually more time (bruised ribs suck) and maybe some meds to help with pain.

A cut or bruise to an organ, let's say - like the heart, requires . . . *takes a really deep breath . . .

Heat

Ice

Stitches

Compression 

Medication

Therapy

Alcohol 

Chocolate  (lots)

Tissues 

Sad movies

Missed work

Isolation 

Ice cream 

Obsessive shopping 

Cards

Letters

Apologies 

Blame

Shame

Time on the phone 

Time in bed

Time.

Did I leave anything out?  🤔 

Tuxedo turned torn tapestry

I don't need, I didn't want

Your sympathy 

I can fake my own destiny 

He takes me, makes me

Bleed . . . .for him

Mother may I ~ please

Come home?

I'm chilled to the bone

Please . . . 

pick up the damn phone!