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2 months ago. January 2, 2023 at 6:54 PM

When is "ok" to lose your temper?

Today I stabbed my speaker with a screwdriver,  not once, not twice - axe murderer repeatedly. 

Do I regret it? No

It felt good.

A little back story - said speaker has been grating on my nerves for almost a year. At certain frequencies it would buzz. Like ridiculously buzz. I fixed it . . . And fixed it . . . And fixed it!

Finally (today) I had had enough! 

Damn you vile speaker! Damn you to hell!


RIP poor speaker 🙏😔

But alas! It begs the question,  when is such behavior ok?

My vehicle cd player would constantly skip. One day I had my wife and her kids with me. Sure enough,  said player began to skip.

Without a second thought I punched it 🙃 

It played without issue from then on.

"Oh nice! Nice thing to teach the kids" she said

"It worked mom" said her youngest son

I laughed


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2 months ago. January 2, 2023 at 9:12 AM

"No man is an island,
Entire of itself.
Each is a piece of the continent,
A part of the main.
If a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less.
As well as if a promontory were.
As well as if a manor of thine own
Or of thine friend's were.
Each man's death diminishes me,
For I am involved in mankind.
Therefore, send not to know
For whom the bell tolls,
It tolls for thee."

(John Donne)


Lets suppose for a moment, the earths inhabitants consist of 10 people living in one house. This one is doing this, and that one is doing that. mostly content going about the day to day fillings of life.

One day one of them dies. The earths people surely felt the loss. They wept and mourned.

Now there were only 9

A few months later one of them gave birth to twin boys. Oh how the people rejoiced! Welcome, new members of the people of earth! 

Now there were 11 . . . .


Fast forward however many years any given "expert" says we've been evolving, to present day.

The bell still tolls, but has it become too far away to be heard? Has the sheer mass caused it to lose significance? Is that simply the nature of things?

Bigger is better, right?

It boggles my mind that in just my lifetime the population of the earth has more than doubled.

Where are we headed? What will become of us?


I know! Lets go trash mars!  🙄


*edit - whats your favorite lube?


2 months ago. January 1, 2023 at 5:56 PM

Consensual non consent

For those into this, do you discuss beforehand what is 'not' allowed to happen?

(Open discussion post for those curious about this form of play)

2 months ago. January 1, 2023 at 8:35 AM

Who decided it was a good idea to have a strip of cloth tied tightly around your neck? (a 7yo boy played a pivotal role 🙄)

The clock reads from 1 and counts up to 12 -  why doesnt the new day start at 1?

"I read that book daily". Which way did I mean that? Past tense or present tense? 🤔

Why are tear (cry) and tear (rip) spelled the same?

If the end of December marks the returning to the sun, why are January and February the coldest months?

With all todays technology,  why are we still changing flat tires?

Why is it called a "pair" of underwear?

Why do I have to obtain someone elses approval before I can enter different areas of my planet?


With a flick I discard yet another bad habit,

Toss my necktie to the ground . . . Sleeves rolled up . . . . Deep breath . . . . Im ready!


"Ok Kali - destroy something!"

2 months ago. December 31, 2022 at 6:44 PM

Fuck it

Mother fucker!




What the fuck!?


Fuck me!


For fucks sake!?


Fuck you!!


2 months ago. December 31, 2022 at 4:29 PM

2 months ago. December 30, 2022 at 8:50 PM

Might I dare to broach the unmentionable, 

Should things go awry.

(I shall attempt to remain gender neutral with this subject.)

We all fantasize,  or partake in devious sexual fantasies, yes? Whipping, spanking, varoius forms of "torture", etc.

But ☝️

Suppose one turns on the other.

(It happens)

In a court of law "he/she wanted me to" does not stand up. Even a notarized statement giving permission will not stand up.

Someone recently mentioned the fantasy of being punched in the face - no judgment,  but ☝️

Should things go arwy, thats aggravated assault. 

3 to 5 state prison.

How does one (anyone) approach this subject objectively?

Is there any way?


2 months ago. December 30, 2022 at 7:43 PM

Im strong for her and her and her,

But im slowly dying inside.

Someone help me make sense 

Of this nonsensical world.

Id give what I gave 

While the stories unfurl,

I gave it a chance

Gave it a whirl.

But god help me

Im coming undone




2 months ago. December 30, 2022 at 7:14 AM

In your head 




2 months ago. December 29, 2022 at 8:28 PM

I will corrupt my inner sinner

For the sake of your song

You knew all along 

Didnt you?

It was you

All along