Name' sake

I notice my hand, almost as if someone else's - not at my feet, my soul looks there - but my eyes, for now, notice my hand - worn, weathered, scarred. It is calm now, resting. This hand has held new life, saved life, and oh yes - death. It has bled and been burned. It has been clenched in rage, and shaken with fury, it has been a welcoming port for the butterfly and dragonfly. It has been the vessel to express, and my demise.

But in this moment, it rests - embracing the crystal - 48 bordeaux, Chateau Latour. It doesnt matter really, not now. There was a time when it did.

The Rutland grandfather in the far corner is almost laughable, echoing reminders of its purpose, taking advantage that all else remains silent. My "time"- our "time",  has ceased to be relevant. . . 

The shadows have crept across the room - 

And so it begins, inevitable I suppose - I have diverted my attention as long as I could. I often wish I could savor longer. Conscious focus shifts, it always does. 

Slowly,  reverently - I place my glass on the stand - yes, I am aware, dear angel, I am always aware.

It is time to embrace the sweetest, most precious . . .

We are both home, arent we?

Morning daydreams put to paper.

* A bunny's cheek against mine

* The smells of fresh coffee and/or bacon in the morning 

* Hitting the snooze button and realizing its saturday

* A crackling fire on a cold winter day

* The smell of wet leaves in the fall

* That last peek through the clouds as the sun sets over the water

* A hard dip on my fishing pole

* A hand made gift on fathers day

* Her hand gently taking mine

* The silence the world takes on as an eagle glides across the blue midday sky

* Genuine laughter from a child

* New shoes that feel like they were made specifically for my feet

* "I love you" with that certain sparkle that only true love can create

* Those last few moments right before you fall asleep - taking a nap when theres other things you should be doing

* Baby hummingbirds 

* Grape fields in late fall

* Those feelings, how the world looks, when your falling in love

* Bubble wrap

* The waves the wind creates across an open field

* Fresh cut hay 

* The smell of leather

* Your gift that makes her cry

* Tripple layer german chocolate cake

* Sand between my toes

* A happy ending in an "against all odds" love story

* The 1st flowers of spring

* An unexpected apology 

* Splashing into the water after nailing the perfect swan dive

* My cat purring on my chest

* The first firing of an engine I rebuilt

* Winning the bid at an auction

* Music that gives me goose bumps

* Laughing to tears

To be continued . . . 

Im so tired of reading how rude you are!

These are beautiful women on this site - they are here for a safe haven, a place to be free - if you cannot treat them with the utmost respect they deserve - leave them the fuck alone!

We'll hunt you down and slap the stupid off you!  ?

This is my 3rd and final entry - 

"The Guardian"

This design came to me as a vision I guess you could say. It is the only piece that came to me from somewhere beyond myself. I always knew it was not for me and never to be for sale.

100% hand made - sterling silver,  lapis lazuli, and black onyx.

Several months after I completed it, I met who it was meant for. She was a beautiful soul who needed help. I never saw her again after that day but I know it changed her life.

I designed and made this piece a few years ago - one of my favorites.  Solid sterling silver. 

Just short of 2 ozt Solid sterling silver.

You are searching for your perfect mate - clubs, bars, grocery store, library, local sex toy store, etc  - probably most common and most convenient  - online.

You bump into someone,  you click - lots in common - your talking more and more, getting closer - closer - you start to get excited "omg! This could be the one!" . . . .

They seem like the perfect match -

Then it happens  . . . . The deal breaker! ?

Despite all signs pointing to yes! - what is that one thing you simply cannot overlook?

I ___________ hereby enter into this relationship with ___________ on this the ____ day of ______, 2020.

I am entering into this relationship of my own free will.

I am entering into this relationship without force, coercion, or under duress.(fear of bodily harm (?))

I acknowledge this relationship will require faith, trust, honesty, openness, and above all - communication. I swear before ________ and all parties involved, I will do my best to do so.

I acknowledge that I do not forfeit my rights as an individual. 

I acknowledge that I do not forfeit my right to a happy and fullfilling life.

I acknowledge that I do not forfeit my right to be loved for who I am, and/or helped and encouraged to be even better.

I also acknowledge that all physical acts of intimacy shall be consentual and openly discussed beforehand.

Signed ___________

Signed ___________