Random thoughts

We all have our down moments.

We are never alone in the world.

You, me and everyone has someone in this world who care for them.

We will all meet that one true special someone in our life.

Granted it may take us some time to find that person.

That's why we must all keep going.

Powering on through this life!

Making new friends and memories through our journey.

Living our life.

Finally meeting that special someone.

That is why we must keep going on.

Somewhere out there in the world someone is waiting for you,

That remarkable someone who is yours.

Although the journey can be rough and dark.

That special someone will be waiting for you.

We must never give up on that.

Someone will always be waiting for you.

You are never alone in this world no matter how dark it gets.

That person will be there for you.

Look around you when you're next outside.

Anyone of those people walking around could be them.

Friends and/or that special someone.

Even though you may not talk to them they will always be there.

Everyone has that special someone and friends.

This is why we have to keep on going.

To find that special someone.

Making memories and friends along the road.

We must always keep on going.

I know I'm going to keep on going to find that special person.

I Hope you all do as well.

It's so amazing how music can be used to express feelings.

The right song always seems to pop up when we least expect it.

Some songs just feel us deeper than anything could ever reach.

Songs have the amazing power to heal scars.

The power music holds is immense.

It has the power to make you see differently.

The power to show you what you could become.

Songs have this way to just take you to new worlds.

If it were not for music, many people in the world would not be here right now.

Music has saved and brought so many people from all over the world together.

All backgrounds somewhere in the world someone is listening to the same music as you.

When we are at our darkest moments we all have that music which can bring us back to see the light.

Music is used for so much. It's one of the things the world has in common.

Even if you are enemies you are connected to each other through music.

Music always can unite people. Save them from doing stupid things.

One of my personal friends was being kept alive by music. Stopped them from doing stupid things.

They have music on all the time to keep them sane.

This is the power of music.

Everyone can make music if they wanted to. It's in everyone.

Music can help people to sleep. Drown out louder noises.

Where would the world be without the power of music?

Soon as Dom or BDSM are mentioned for me in the real world.

I am met by sorrow and disgust.

People Look at me with horror.

They say.

Oh you must abuse your partner.

You must do this and do that.

Only doing it for pleasure.

So many people in this world have no idea what BDSM is and can be.

I don't abuse anyone! I care for them.

I do my utmost to look after them.

Nurture them through life.

Make the special one truly special to me.

Give her all my attention.

To give her my everything.

Yet you say I'm abusive before you even know me.

Why can't people explore what they talk about first...

They don't know who, what I am or what it is.

People need to grow up.

BDSM is more than they know.

I'm 20 soon to be 21 

But yet feel more mature than others...

Rant over.

Here I am in the rain.

Arms open.

Embracing the sound and smell.

Washing away my past.

Washing away the darkness.

Washing the filth away.

The refreshing rain.

It hits my face.

Wakes me up to a new me.

Making me ready for the next chapter.

The rain helps me to think.

Helps to relax.

How often do you stand at your window?

How often do you look out as it rains?

Smell the rain as it hits the parched floor?

The feel on the skin as the rain glides to the floor. 

What does the rain do for you? 

 Both me and her had a thing for each other.

Not lasting long. She says she rushed into it.

Because of this she left.

I'm alone again picking up my parts.

Forging them into something better.

One thing to come from this.

I'm here I am not afraid to hide who I am.

My friends and family will know who I am.

I pour my soul and heart into everything.

Every relationship I have.

My partner on my mind.

Making sure I look after her well.

Making sure I treat her well.

Making sure she has all my attention.

Making sure she is the only one who matters to me.

Thinking how to best take her the following night.

She has been obedient and deserves treats.

What tools should I use on her tonight.

Some people really do not know what they miss out on.