Went to dinner with my husband last night and had a great and relaxing time, although I couldn’t help but wonder if this would be the last time for awhile. Once we got home he went for a shower then to our office to finish up some work from the day. Later, once he was ready to settle in for the night I finally got an opportunity to cuddle up to him. I tried initiating sex with him and was completely ignored. It’s not that I haven’t been turned down before, usually with I’m tired, or sore, I promise to make it up to you. Tonight he just completely shut down my advances with no explanation. This threw me a bit and honestly hurt my feelings.
Woke up this morning feeling a bit more relaxed than the last few days since we decided to make this progression. Went about my normal morning routine then out to breakfast with some friends. I haven’t had much time to spend with my friends for quite some time due to school, studying, and personal obligations. It was a quick breakfast though because during dinner last night my husband informed me that people were coming to work on the house anywhere from 10-2 and it would take several hours.
I came back home and decided to do some cleaning while I waited for the repair men. There is a ring at my doorbell. Shockingly they showed up a bit early. I answered the door to a young guy in a uniform and I could see several others going through things in the driveway out in front of my house. They weren’t repair men as I was expecting, but were from a home security company. The guy handed me a work order to sign explaining what my husband had ordered. I signed without reading and he went back to his van. They spent awhile outside installing some cameras and I occasionally peeked out the window to see where they were placing them. None of this struck me as odd, we had discussed getting a system several times prior. After about an hour the same guy knocked in my door telling me they were ready to move in to the house, a bit confused I let them in. They spent the next two hours placing camera in every single room of my house, including the hallways, garage, and even the bathrooms. As they started with the main parts of the house I wasn’t thrown much, but my heart started racing as they entered the bedrooms and bathrooms. After about two hours they were finally done and the same guy walked in to the living room where I was while on the phone with my husband explaining to him how to access the system from afar. They left shortly after and I sat on the couch in shock, suddenly I grew very uncomfortable knowing he was probably watching me in complete amusement. I wanted to hide from him, I wanted to be able to have the freedom to react without him enjoying it.
So it starts I guess. I’m still waiting for him to present me with the rules that he has drawn out, and getting more nervous the longer it takes. I can tell now he is putting much more thought in to this than I thought he would.
As I walk around and count the cameras I get a bit angry, and in an act of defiance i decide to grab a dildo from our box and make myself comfortable on the couch. Looking in to the camera I make quick work of fucking my self through my first orgasam, making sure it is obvious to him if he is watching. I keep working the dildo in to me and finally reach orgasam the second time. Just as I begin to sit up from the couch his text tone alerts and brings me slamming back to reality.
“Do you think your cute, did you enjoy yourself”.
Do you think your cute? I know that question, he has asked it on multiple occasions when I have acted out.
“See that wet spot you left on my couch? I want your face in it when I get home, with your bare ass in the air”. Honestly the only thing that really struck me in this last text was “my couch”. When did it become his and not ours.
I spent the next few hours cleaning, then went to to see what I could prepare for dinner. I needed something I could just stick in the over and let cook. I had no idea what time he would be home and needed to be bent over the couch and ready when he walked through the door. I finally came up with something and got it prepared and in the over.
I decided to go take a quick shower. He usually comes home anywhere between 4-5, sometimes a bit later. Since I had no idea exactly what time I decided it was best not to ask and just do as I was told.
I dressed in a silk chemise with no panties. Just a few minutes past 4 I bent over the couch, putting my face in the spot that my juices and seeped in to earlier. I pulled up my nightgown to my mid back and waited. As I’m laying there I suddenly remembered the cameras, my body flushed with embarrassing heat knowing that he was probably watching me. It passed five and I was still bent over the couch. My back and calves burning, I started to wonder how long i would be in this position, dinner would be done soon and the last thing I wanted was for him to come through the door as I was pulling it out.
About half after I heard the garage door open and close. My heart began to race, my hands even trembling a bit. All of my other punishments up to this point have been more playful, but I was suspecting that since we made our new agreement that he might be more rough. My mind raced as I heard him coming through the house. I told myself to calm down, the arrangement doesn’t actually start until Saturday, at this moment I am still his sub with limits not his slave in complete control.
He came in to the room quietly, sitting his keys on the table next to me. I stayed quiet. He stepped close to me, finally speaking he asked if I had anything to say for myself. The only thing I could think to say was to ask him if he could take dinner from the oven. He stepped away and I could hear him in the kitchen.
He stepped back behind me, places his hands on the back of my thighs and pushed my legs to the side of the couch, causing my ass to rise a bit more.
You have nothing else to say for yourself, was the next words I heard and decided I should apologize for being a brat earlier and teasing him. I apologized quickly and quietly. His hand went to my ass cheek and squeezed. “Your lucky it’s only Wednesday”. My heart sank. My thoughts exactly I thought to myself.
I heard the clanking of his belt as he pulled it from his pants. I braved myself, but he laid it on my back. I could hear him go in to his bag and pull out papers. He laid a few in front of me and pulled my head back by my hair.
It was his list of rules.
“Read then out loud”. He said as he picked his belt up off my back.
I read the first rule and as I finished the sentence the belt smacked across my ass.
I continued on and after each rule he smacked my ass with his belt. The smack were firm but not real hard. I was able to get through about 15 if them before I was in any real pain. The next fifteen were a bit more difficult and then the fifteen after that downright miserable. He wasn’t hitting me any harder, but each one laid on top of another was taking its toll and I was squirming around and struggling to concentrate on the list. He stopped spa king me at 45 and just stood behind me as I continued reading. Once I finished he pulled me back up and told me to get dinner on the table and we would discuss them together.
We sat down at dinner, which was no easy task for me and he seemed to be quite amused. We went over each rule one by one and discussed them all.
Let me go back and make it clear that even though we have been in a Dom/ sub relationship, I have had a lot of limits. Some of those limits I have got over, some we have done mildly, and some I have held sting to.
As expected a lot of those limits were rules that I must give and obey by. Although I was completely aware that I was going to looses my my ability to enforce these it’s still a bit overwhelming.
I do want to say that i do have a set of extreme hard limits that are in place and it was in the rules that those will remain. He shares most of these with me also so it won’t be an issue.
We spent some time going over these, and I was given until Friday evening to think them over. He told me that Friday we will sit down and have a long talk again about our expectations from one another and if we agree it is something we both still want to go forward with I will enter in to servitude on Saturday.
Once we were done talking I went to clean up dinner. He stopped me and told me to bend back over the couch. I reluctantly did so. He lifted my gown back up and left the room. He came back and I felt his cool hand gently rubbing cream over my still very pink ass.
He finished and went for a shower. I layer in bed and waited for him to arrive. Once he was in comfortable I cuddled up to him and attempted to initiate sex. Once again though I was rejected without reason. He sleeping now, and I am up writing in my diary and posting it for the world to see.
