Have some free time again and figured I would keep everyone updated.
He came back down the stairs to get me last night and ordered me bed saying I had had enough free time and that I need my rest. I crawled up the stairs and to my bed but decided I should pee before laying down. I crawled to the bathroom and waited by the toilet for permission. I did as I was told, squatted over it, pinched my nipples, and counted down the time. I finished up and crawled in to my bed on the floor. It wasn’t long before I could tell he was asleep and then drifted off myself.
The alarm on my ankle buzzed again about 5am. I crawled out of the bed, in to the bathroom, and next to the toilet to wait. He came in maybe 10 minutes later and stood at the toilet. I repeated yesterday’s actions and removed him from his boxers. He finished up, moved to the sink and I took my position. I sucked him off as I did the day before but gagged myself a little as he had taught me to. He finished in my mouth and told me to go downstairs. He came down a bit later dressed in his jeans and boots, and told me he needed to go to a site and that he shouldn’t be more than a few hours. He told me to clean my ass thoroughly and then I was allowed free time. He kissed me on the lips and walked down the stairs towards the garage. Since I was anxious for my free time that didn’t start until after I had cleaned myself I crawled up the stairs quickly to get started. I turned the water on and found a good temperature and filled the bottle. I crawled in to the tub and attempted to positioned my self comfortably. Doing this on my own was a bit difficult, but I managed to flush myself out 3 times.
I took a hot shower and soaked under the water for a bit, got out and covered my whole body in lotion, putting an extra lot on my knees that we’re becoming a little dry. I headed downstairs and began to write a bit. So here I am, I’m suppose to be using this journal to track my journey but to also process my feelings. I think I have done a pretty god job tracking, but have failed a bit at actually processing my feelings. I have been trying to get them in there but I’m not sure that I even know how I’m feeling yet. Yesterday for me seemed like more of just a kinky day of sex and pushing limits, maybe the feeling of him actually owning me will come on as we progress. For now though I feel pretty good, somethings are a bit humiliating, but I expected that, it’s always been a huge turn on of his and I do expect this to get worse as we progress. The anal was extremely difficult, not sure I expressed just how bad in the original entry, but I’ve heard this gets easier. All in all I’m still very happy and he seems to be enjoying himself a lot.
He texted me about two hours later telling me that he would be home soon and that free time was over. I was to be waiting at the door in the tip of the stairs in the humble position. ( I think I explained this before. We have a tri level home. The bottom level is the garage and a storage room, the middle level has the living room, kitchen, two smaller rooms, and a bathroom.)
I put my stuff away and waited at the top of the stairs and assumed the position.
I could hear the garage door from my location and then him come in to the house. I heard his boots as he made his way up the stairs. He reached the top, bent over me and slapped my ass pretty hard. He grabbed my collar, and I heard a click. He rubbed my ass with his hand then began whipping it with what was in his hand. This stung a bit causing me to lurch forward. He stopped, walked away, then came back and yanked me up by the leash he had just attached to my collar and whipped me with and lead me to the living room. He bent me over our ottoman and took a seat in the recliner behind me.
“Arms in front of you palms up and keep your hands open”.
I did as he said.
“You are not to make a single movement or noise, you are just a set of holes for me to use. Do you understand.”
Yes master, I began to tremble again, but attempted to calm myself.
His hand slapped down hard across my ass, taking turns on both cheeks in quick succession . I struggled not to make a noise but it was nearly impossible. I yelped out after about the tenth slap to the same cheek. He stopped and spread my legs, then brought his hand up and slapped my pussy hard, my legs instinctively attempted to close.
“You need a lot of practice”
He grabbed me by the hips and pulled me back a bit. I felt the cool lube running between my ass cheeks.
“Not a movement or sound”
He went straight to pushing two fingers inside me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, fighting back the urge to react with all my strength. He began pumping. He knew exactly what he was doing, I needed so bad to ball my hands in to fists it grip the ottoman but couldn’t. He kept pumping in to me harder, then withdrew his fingers. I felt him stand then the sound of him unzipping. I clenched my eyes and braced myself. He pushed me and the ottoman forward and got in his knees behind me.
“Not a sound”
I felt his cock move between my ass cheeks then slowly push against my hole. Without any hesitation he pushed completely inside of me I could feel his belt buckle hitting against my ass as he steadily pumped. I screamed inside my head as my ass was lit on fire. His fingers dug in to my hips and his grunting seemed so foreign to me. My hands flooped about as he picked up his pace, he was now thoroughly fucking my ass as he has wanted for so long.
He quickly pulled out of me, stepped around to face me and pulled my head back by my hair.
“Open “
Seriously? He can’t seriously want to stick his cock in my mouth now.
Slapped my face
“Open”
I opened wide and he shoved himself straight to my throat and fucked my mouth just as hard as he was fucking my ass. He stayed deep, never pulling back enough for me to catch a proper breath until he shot his load.
I swallowed with him still in my mouth looking up at him, spit trailing down my chin.
“Clean me, you need to stop making such a mess”
I began licking his cock and balls clean. I cleaned him for awhile before he decided I was done and stuffed himself back in to his pants.
I laid on the ottoman, hands still stretched out and tried to catch my breath. My ass was on fire. He retrieved a cold was cloth once again and held it to my burning hole.
“Feel owned yet”
Ok fuck, this diary thing is really working against me, he must be checking it very frequently.
He yanked my collar and pulled my head up
“You made a mess in my ottoman, clean it up.”
I began licking my drool off of the ottoman.
As I was licking it clean he yanked my collar again and forced me to quickly crawl behind him to the middle of the living room.
“Endure”
I assumed the position, but struggled hard. My legs were weak and wobbly and I kept tipping forward.
“Hold it”
I fought harder to hold my position, but couldn’t.
“Kneel”
I assumed the Kneel position
He left the room and came back with a milk crate in his hands. He sat it down next to the couch and took a seat.
“Let’s continue your training shall we”
He snapped his finger and pointed to his feet. I crawled over, dragging my leash along with me.
“Look at me”
I look up in to his eyes
“What wears collars and leashes.”
Slaves do master
“Correct, but what else”
Dogs do master, I struggled to say the words
“That’s right, now your going to learn to be a obedient puppy”
My mind started racing.
“Present me your ass”
I crawled around and stuck my ass in to the air for him.
Once again I felt the cold steel at my asshole. He began pushing and I yelped out. He continued pushing until the plug was buried in my ass again
“Turn back around”
I turned around but as I did I could feel something brushing against my ass and legs. I knew instantly what he had done since I had done my research after reading the rules on pet play. He had inserted a plug in my ass that had a tail.
“Look at me”
I looked up at him and he showed me a picture of my ass and tail.
“You like it”
Yes master
“Thank me for your present”
Thank you master
“Good girl, now let’s start your training. When your wearing this plug your are no longer a woman so you will no longer speak. You will bark twice for yes and three times for no, do you understand”
Yes master. He just stared down at me and I knew.
I could feel my face heat up as I barked twice. A huge grin came across him face.
“Now let’s play fetch and get you some exercise”
He can’t be serious. He reached in to the crate and pulled out a small pink tennis ball and tossed it in to the kitchen.
“Hurry now”
I crawled off quickly, feeling my tail flopping about and retrieved the ball which was just the right size to fit in my mouth. I carried it back to him and laid it in his lap. He tossed it again, and I did the same.
“You don’t seem very excited that I’m playing with you, do you want to go to your kennel.
My kennel? I barked three times for no.
“Then show some more enthusiasm”
He tossed it again and I chased after it, trying to appear more playful. I brought the ball back and laid it in his lap.
“Good puppy, turn around and shake your tail for your master”
I turned around and as sexy as I could shook my ass for him.
“Come”
I turned back around and faced him.
“I bet my puppy is awfully horny by now aren’t you”
I barked twice.
He scooted forward on the couch stretching his legs out in front of him.
“Hump my leg, you have 5 minutes to cum”
I straddled his leg and began rubbing myself against his shin.
“ I know you’ve seen how dogs do it, go faster”
I sped up humping his leg, but was nowhere near coming as I knew my time limit was approaching. It’s not that I didn’t want to, I e needed it badly since the last time, but just couldn’t get there.
He pushed me off of him.
“Bad puppy, your going to have to go in your kennel for disobeying.
He dragged me up the stairs and in to the spare room.
In the middle of the room was now a large black metal dog kennel that wasn’t there before.
He opened the door, removed my leash and I crawled in. Waiting on all fours he closed the door and latched it
“Now you think about how you disappointed me”
He walked out closing the door behind him. I attempted to sit but the hard floor against my plug made that impossible, so I curled up in the fetal position. I laid there and could suddenly really feel the pain in my ass, I wanted so bad to remove the plug but knew that was a bad idea. I thought about how he had fucked my ass earlier and began to get extremely aroused. I figured that in my position I could probably pull off playing with myself without the camera seeing but decided that wouldn’t be very good of me. I though about how I must have looked to him chasing after the ball, and how amused he must have been at my barking and jumping his leg. Replaying all that in my mind made me want to play with myself more and I was amazed he didn’t fuck me after. Don’t get me wrong, it was all terribly humiliating, and I hated it at the time, but for some odd reason this always turns me on
He came in to the room about an hour later, opened my cage and demanded me back downstairs. I crawled down as he followed, he ordered me in to the humble position and gently pulled the plug from my ass.
He told me to take sometime for myself in a hot bath and then I could have 2 hours of free time.
I was soaking in the tub when he came in and handed me my phone saying I had got some texts. I soaked for a bit and responded to a few friends. I called my mother to see how her day was yesterday, then texted him asking for permission to pee. He said yes and I followed my routine in doing so. I walked down the stairs, the pain in my ass very apparent. I joined him on the couch, he put his arm out and I curled in to him. He ran his fingers through my hair and kissed me on the forehead as he watched his show. His hand slid down to my back side and was now rubbing my ass cheek. Being naked all the time might not be such a bad deal, gives him much easier access, I hoped he would move further and play with my pussy, it that didn’t happen.
His showed finished, he kissed me on the forehead again and told me he needed to check on something’s. I grabbed my iPad and began writing.
