To all of those that have commented on my blog and those that have messaged me directly, I want to say thank you for your support. I want to first let everyone know that I am doing very well. A few of you have showed some concern, specifically with the humiliation aspect. I want to say first that this is a huge kink for both of us, and although some of these acts are very difficult in the moment, and I may want to back out, I am always very glad that I have pushed myself through them.
Some are concerned that I am pushing myself to make him happy, and although that is true, it is only half of the truth, I am doing this just as much for myself as I am for him.
Throughout our years together I think we have learned each other very well, and although I know the old saying that you never really know somebody, I do believe that I know and trust him enough to enter in to this kind of dynamic with him.
Others have showed concerned for our marriage at the end of this. This is another great and valid concern that we have talked about together. First, I don’t think I could ever trust another person enough to enter in to a situation like this, and I believe trust and love are the most important factors for me in determining to move forward with this relationship. Second, we are both very honest with each other and I have to believe that if either of us saw this as becoming something that is detrimental to our future we would stop it immediately.
This is something we have thought about for a long time before entering in to it, and although it is very important to us, there are other things that take precedence. We are both fairly young and have worked very hard for what we have together and the future family that we will have someday soon.
I want to again thank everybody for their support, I look forward to reading all of your comments and messages everyday, and they have all been helpful and given me things to think about that I might not have otherwise.
Like I said we are both pretty young, and very inexperienced in this sort of thing and the guidance means more than you can imagine.
Bye for now.
