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6 months of service

A glimps in to my journey in to slavery
5 years ago. July 4, 2018 at 2:59 PM


He walked through the door a bit after 4, I was at the top of the stairs in the humble position.
He walked in and walked past me to the kitchen.
“Come”
I quickly crawled in to the kitchen.
“ is dinner ready”
Just about.
“ get up and get it finished”
I stood up and finished the last few things I needed, only taking about another five minutes. I made his plate and my bowl, and sat them both in their spots.

He stepped behind me and told me to eat, and I began eating, then heard the sound of his belt coming undone.
He grabs my legs and spreads them and gets between. In one quick push he was instantly in my ass. I grunted out in to my food and braced better with my arms.
He began roughly pounding in to me.
“Keep eating, I’m not stopping until your bowl is clean”
I try to continue eating but it’s difficult, to concentrate with the pain he’s causing.
He reached up and balled my hair in his fist
“Finish it and I will stop”
I tried my best and managed to empty the bowl as he thrusted hard, the sound of his skin slapping in to mine so loud I was sure the neighbors could hear.
“I said clean”
I licked the bowl until it was spotless.
He pulled out of me and stood by my side.
“Pick the bowl up”
I picked it up, and figuring what he wanted lifted it towards his cock.
He stroked himself until he exploded in the bowl.
“Put it down and clean it”.
I licked the bowl clean as he stood over me and watched.
He sat down at the table and ordered me between his legs.
“Clean my cock”
I began licking his cock clean as he ate his dinner, the taste was a mixture of sweat and I don’t want to think what else.
Once he was finished he ordered me to clean up and get in to the endure position in the living room.
I cleaned the kitchen, taking my time then went to the living room as instructed.
I assumed the position.
He came in shortly after and sat on the couch in front of me.
“Did you have fun today”
Yes master
“What did you have fun doing?”
I explained a bit of what I did today.
“Did you enjoy fucking yourself like the eager cunt you are”
Yes master( it felt a little odd hearing the word cunt come from his mouth)
“What else did you do today”
I explained again what I did, trying to think if I left anything out, by now my legs are shaking pretty bad.
“Kneel”
I quickly get in the Kneel position.
“Did you get on the furniture”
No master. (Did I, I honestly don’t remember doing it).
“No, your going to sit there and lie to me”
No master, I don’t remember getting on the furniture.
“You think I’m making it up, do I need to show you.”
No master I believe you, it was an accident.
“I need to correct you mistakes you know that”
Yes master.
“Lay over my knee”
I climb over his lap and he begins spanking me, the fist slap hit hard on my right cheek and the next on my left. He continued on this way until I was squirming in his lap. He laid his arm across the small of my back and applied pressure and continued. My ass was on fire by the time it ended and he ordered me up to the shower.
I crawled to the shower, the heat from my ass I’m sure is a good sign of how red it must be.
We showered with me cleaning him, and left as usual telling me to wait in the bathroom until he retrieved me.
I finished up and waited for him to come back, once he did he lead me in to the spare room and opened the cage door. I crawled in and he shut it.
As he walked away he told me to think on why the rules meant so little to me that I don’t even remember breaking them.

I went in to the cage around 6:30 when he didn’t come back by 8:30 his normal bedtime I started to wonder if I was spending the night in there.
By 9:30 I was certain I would be in there until morning and began to miss my bed on the floor.
Sometime around 11 the door opened and he came walking in.
“Did you have enough time to think or do you need more.
I’ve had enough master
He opened the cage and I crawled out.
“Follow me”.
He lead me down the stairs and then down the other set of stairs and opened the garage door.
“Dogs that can’t stay off the furniture are not allowed to sleep in the house at night.”
My bed was there in the corner of the garage, my iPad and book on top of it
He attached my alarm to my leg and told me to get plenty of sleep tonight because we have a long day tomorrow.
I suddenly remember the next day is a holiday and he won’t be working.
He leaves and the door slams behind him.
I’m laying here in my bed in the garage and although it’s not ideal it is much better than the cage.
I’m going to spend a bit of time writing then try to relax with my book before I fall asleep.

Bunnie - Ok, so I’ve been following your blogs, as I have a connection with the M/s dynamic/lifestyle. However, something that has come to my attention and made me wonder is, why does your husband feel it necessary to suddenly treat you so differently in order to develop the status of being your Master. Cruelty and aggressiveness doesn’t equate Master (I recognise that’s just my opinion). I guess I’m becoming a little confused. Is that how he feels he needs to behave in order to consider himself your Master, or is it part of the agreement you had?
5 years ago
Chaoticstorm09​(sub female) - I’m really not sure how to answer this, and I will probably completely fail at doing so. The original point of me me keeping a diary was for me to be able to express my feelings, and I think I may be failing at doing that.
I do see how others can see some of his actions as cruel, but I really don’t think he intends them to be. He is aggressive, has been since we first started dating, and I love this about him and it is nothing new to our sex lives.
This is new to both of us and we are learning together. The sweet man I married is still there and maybe I need to put more emphasis on those moments that far outweigh any of the ones that could come off as cruel.
He is very loving, and supportive, I think he is just trying to find his way.
I’m not sure if I answered your question or not, but I hope so.
5 years ago
Bunnie - You did, thank you :)
5 years ago

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