He texted me a bit later reminding me that out friend was coming over and that he would be home in about thirty minutes.
I went up to our room and got myself dressed, along with doing my hair and makeup.
I was sitting on the couch talking to my mom on the phone when they finally got there. He came up the stairs and kissed me on the forehead then went up to our room to change.
He came back down and asked if I was hungry. I told him yes and he went back down to the garage.
I kept talking to my mom on the phone, then received a text from him telling me there was pizza and asking me to come down there.
I finished up with my mom and went down to the garage.
They were down there working on his friends bike, talking, and eating.
His normalcy was killing me as I sat there with him and our friend talking. I couldn’t understand how he could act like nothing was going on. I knew this was childish of me and that we still had our normal lives to lead but it felt like he was putting me off.
I managed to get him off to the side a bit and kinda lost it. In a low tone I told him that he wasn’t being fair, that I had made a mistake, that he’s not perfect. I went on to tell him if he felt I needed to be punished then to do it, do it right here.
I asked him if he wanted me to grovel at his feet then fine and started to lower to my knees. He yanked me up quickly and told me to get in the house.
Although he was very quiet, his tone and the look in his eyes was very loud and I went back in the house.
He followed me up a few minutes later, by then I was sitting on the couch with the tv on. He grabbed the remote and turned it off and just stood there, staring down and me then walked away and back down to the garage.
I know what I did the other night was wrong, I know he has a right to be angry, and to have lost trust. I definitely know that I should not have attempted to pull the stunt in the garage.
He stayed down there a few more hours. I took a shower and did some reading. He came back in about 5 and headed up to our room.
I heard the shower come on and decided to join him.
I striped my clothes off and climbed in, he gave me a look but then took me in his arms.
His hands over my body felt so comforting.
We stayed in there awhile, touching, and kissing, but not going much further.
He finished up and left me in there to do the same.
I met him back in the living room where he was laying across the couch and curled in to him.
We laid on the couch awhile watching tv, him stroking his hand up and down my thigh, eventually kissing my neck. Before long he had worked my panties down and was pushing inside me.
I started telling him I was sorry for earlier, that I was sorry for the other night, and not listening to him when he said I needed a break.
He kept pushing in, long slow thrusts, covered my mouth with his hand and told me to hush, I could feel his body laughing against mine.
His hand went down between my legs and I knew it wouldn’t take much to send me over the edge, so I pushed his hand away.
He spoke in my ear telling me it was ok now, but I’m that moment I had decided my punishment.
With him still pushing in to me I explained to him as it came to my mind that I didn’t want to be allowed to orgasm, that I wanted to be better at controlling them.
My thinking was that if I could build the self control in that area then I could build it in all areas.
He didn’t say anything, just listened to me talk, then moved his hand back between my legs, each time I got close I pushed my hips back against him and he would stop.
This went on for what seemed like forever before he picked up his speed and finally shot in to me.
Once he had finished he explained that this was already something he had control over in case I couldn’t already tell, but that he could work it in to a punishment, and a good training for me. I still wasn’t going to get my collar back and was still not allowed to serve him until he had more time to think.
We watched tv a bit longer before heading up to bed together. I slept in my bed for the first time in a week, curled up next to him until he drifted off to sleep.