5 years ago. December 7, 2018 at 4:13 PM
Having a family and a spouse who don't understand why you need to be a little is hard. You have to keep a tight lock on your emotions and deny yourself what you need. I have been living this way for about a year when I found out I had an inner little.
I have tried to explain it to my spouse but everytime I bring it up it ends in an argument with him saying he shouldn't have to change. Having three kiddos makes things a wee bit more complicated than no kids.
I am so tired of trying to be the adult at ALL times in my life. With my hubby, kids, my mom, my sister I am the one they turn to for advice, but there is no one for me to lean on the way I need to.