Daddy Issues

Hearing Daddy come through the door is the best part of my day. That means I don't have to be alone anymore! It gets so boring here all day by myself. "Babygirl, Daddy is back." I run sqeualing with excitement into his waiting arms. Daddy surprises me by pinning me to the wall. He leans forward, my pulse races and my vision narrows. "Little girl. Daddy has had a rough day and needs to work out some frustration. Go to the bedroom and kneel." He punctuates this order with a light bite to my neck. I can feel my eyes roll back with pleasure. He releases me, and i wobble to the bedroom.

I strip out of my clothes in a daze, drunk on pleasure. I kneel on the bed and wait for Daddy to come to me. I hear Daddy walk into the room and close the door. I hear Daddy walk over to the toybox, I hear him dig around in there for something. I know better than to look at what he is getting. Daddy walks over to the bed, "Give me your arms little girl." He commands in his rich voice. The order vibrates through me, I do as he asks and hand him my wrists. I feel the silk rope on my wrists and he places a blindfold over my eyes. Daddy grabs my throat and squeezes, but I'm not scared. I trust Daddy with my life. I feel Daddy lean in close to me, "Daddy is going to fuck you raw little girl. Daddy is going to stretch your sweet little pussy with his big fat cock." I moan at the imagery he is describing, wanting nothing more than to please him. 

Without warning Daddy pushes me down on the bed, and puts his whole body on me. I can feel the throbbing of his hard cock on my thigh. "Daddy is gonna fuck you hard and fast little girl." That was all the warning I got before Daddy slammed home inside me. Filling me up fo wonderfully, stretching me to the max. Daddy thrust into me over and over again. Suddenly Daddy pulled out and flipped me over then slammed back into me. I could feel myself getting wound tighter and tighter, there was only one thing that could send me over the edge though. 

"Please Daddy." I beg for the release that is slowly taking me over.

 "That's it little girl. Cum all over Daddy's cock." That's all it takes for me to explode around him. Daddy keeps going never stopping. I can feel the second orgasam taking hold and Daddy thrusts his hard shaft into me. "Fuck, baby. Daddy has missed you. Such a good girl." I moan at the words, melting at being Daddy's good girl. I loose it again, exploding around Daddy. I feel Daddy fill me up with his cummies, and I float away into happiness. I am vaguely aware of Daddy  cleaning us up and tucking me in.

Ok so I have found a new addiction. I can't tell you what it is LOL but it's an app. My hubby is so funny about it. He tells me to get off of it all the time but it makes my day go by so much faster and makes doing chores so much more fun. I know I havent posted in a few days. 

Funny story though I was in the middle of a story for you guys an dthe baby decided to come and dump my cup of coffee alll over my desk. Needless to say I had to start over. So my goal is to have one written for you guys by this evening. Wish me luck .....

Being a little while attempting to adult is harder than it looks. You feel like you are supposed to be able to handle all the stress of adulting when underneath you are really freaking out. I struggle with this on a daily basis. My own family depends on my too keep everyone connected because I like making people happy. It can be very taxing and hard because that is an impossible task. Having other people put that expectaion on you without consent from you, kills. 

I am expected to keep my 46 year old mother in line becaues she has bi-polar. I am supposed to play peacemaker between my sister and my Father. I am expected to keep things that my Dad tells me away from my step-mom. it is so frustrating. I am an honest person, I don't lie. I lay all that I am out for everyone to see, damn the consequences. I grew up fast because of my sister, I took care of the house and chores that Dad had left us. The real kicker here is that she is 3 years OLDER than I am. I grew up faster than she did because I had my horse killed when I was 12. I didn't really show emotion over it, I just made sure everyone around me was okay with what happened. It did eventually hit me and I was forced to push through my greiving faster than I should have. I was at a rodeo, signed up to run events. I started to break down when I was riding and went to pull the rest of the days events. I wasn't allowed to because my Dad had spent money on the events. 

I mean I get his reasoning, but I learned to button up my feelings and never let them show after that. My Dad was disappointed that I wanted to pull from that day, or at least that is what it seemed. I hold myself together, to make sure everyone else is okay. I rarely let myself break down. yes, I know it is not healthy. Having a Daddy to make sure I don't overstress myself, or helps me release my feelings is so much better than keeping it in. My hubby trys his best but is more of a little than a Daddy. That is OK. 

Having Daddy there to guide me, hold me, make sure I don't loose my mind is what I want. I want a stable deep mental connection before adding anything naughty to the relationship. Yes, I know that it doesn't make a whole lot of sense to say I am looking for a Daddy, but not wanting naughties. I love having the connection first. I need to be able to know I can trust and rely on my Daddy to be there even when I mess up and hurt him when I don't mean to. I have a tendancy to speak before thinking especially when I am tired and cranky, I tend to say things that I don't really mean. 

I have had my fair share of "Daddies" say that they will never drop me or leave. That being said, no I don't mean that they were my Daddies, they just called themselves that. They say all the right words, and get me to send naughties then they disappear. That is what hurts me the most. People not keeping promises. It feels like a knife to the chest. I tend to trust too soon and i end up getting hurt and ran over. I beat myself up everytime it happens because I should learn from past mistakes. I give the benefit of the doubt to all I talk to, that is where I tend to make the most mistakes. 

I like getting to know new people, I like to make new friends. Is that a bad thing? When all the friends I talk to seem to want only one thing. It's so exhausting making new friends who are in the lifestyle, makes me want to throw in the towel and give up at times.To not talk to anyone and go silent. I can't do that because then get sad and lonely. That is never a good thing because then bad thoughts happen. I love having people to talk to, but when all they talk about is naughty stuffs then I dont want to. 

Sorry I have been gone for a few days, holidays are freaking crazy! I will have another short story here soo for all of you to enjoy!!!! 

So today my youngest who is a year goes in for surgery. Nothing too serious but still I wish I had a daddy to come be my rock today.......

WARNING THIS MAY OFFEND SOME

So searching for a Daddy is way harder than it looks. You have to weed through the insta-daddies. 

Term: Insta-Daddy--- A so called Daddy Dom who immeadiately refers to himself as Daddy and you as babygirl. Who expects to be obeyed without building trust and who pushes the sexual aspect. 

That defined. I am so freaking tired of men expeting submission within like five minutes of chatting with them. They keep bringing up sex even after explaining that when I am little I am not interested in that. I have a hubby for those needs. I explain that I want to build trust first become friends and go from there. but Noooo they demand to have naughty pictures sent and demand to tell them all sorts of personal things. Like they ask if you are wet, or if you want their cock. I mean COME ON!!!!!! 

If I wanted to step out and go fuck someone I could do that with any dude walking down the street I don't like that just because I am a little men think they can run over me. To be fair those who haven't done the proper research don't know any better. But I am one of those littles/submissives who only give my submission to someone who has earned it. I am honest to a fault so that makes a lot of people mad that I don't do what they want just because they told me to.  

I HATE when people take advantage of people. I have been in an emotionally abusive relationship and it is not fun, that is why I am so picky about who I submit to. I was burned and refuse to be again. I also refuse to allow others to be burnt when I can step up and help. I am a complicated little/sub. Most would look at me and think she's a domme, nope. I live to please others always have, but I do have a super big protective streak especially for those I love. 

i just (sorry for the language) pisses me the FUCK off!!! like I was talking to a couple guys who were pretty chill then were like "let me see your wet pussy" I was like "HELL TO THE FUCK NO!!!" God some times people are so stupid!!!!!!! 

Now that's said, some people like when people get bossy right off the bat, but I don't. But when people false advertise GRRRRRRR. Just be open and fucking honest!!!!! If you are a MAster say it, if you are a sadist say it, if you are a daddy say it!!!! Don't mislead the trusting submissives down a road they will not be able to handle.

Okay rant over, thanks for listening or rather reading. Have a great holiday.

Christmas Special everyone!!!!!!!

It's Christmas Eve and I am so excited! Daddy is taking me out to dinner, but first I get a present from him. I hope it is a new stuffie, or jammies. I need some new jammies. As I wait for Daddy to get home from work I color a christmas teddy for him. Daddy loves to put my color pages up on the fridge. Just as I finish my coloring I hear Daddy walk through the door. I squeal as I run to greet him, bubbling with excitement I jump into Daddy's waiting arms. "Daddy you're back! You were gone sooooo long I counted." 

"I am here now babygirl." Daddy chuckles, " Does my sweet little one want her present before she gets ready for dinner tonight?" 

"Yes, yes please Daddy!" 

"Okay princess go into the bedroom and take down your panties." Okay, I wonder what Daddy has for me. As I walk down the hall to the bedroom and bend over the bed after pulling my panties down, I can feel mysekf getting wet. The cool air kissing my princess parts makes me squirm. "Uh Uh princess. No moving." Daddy says with a hand on my back. I take a deep breath to try and cool my heated skin. "Good girl. Daddy's so proud of you baby. You have been such a good little girl. But Daddy is going to make sure you end up on the Naughty list." I moan knowing that Daddy is going to fuck me into oblivion before dinner. I can feel myself getting wetter with Dady's naughty words. "I think my princess likes being put on Daddy's naughty list." 

"Yes, Daddy. Please put me on it." 

"In time baby, but first Daddy has a gift for you." I hear the cap to the lube open and feel a cold trickle of liquid on my naughty bottom hole. I have to force myself to keep still as I feel Daddy bring a new toy to my puckered hole. I whine a bit because Daddyhas never put a toy in there. "Hush baby. Relax and let Daddy give you this new toy." I take a deep breath as Daddy pushes harder on the toy. There is pain with the stretching. but when it is in, there is so much pleasure with it. I moan into the mattress. "Do you like your naughty present baby?" Daddy asked in my ear.

"Yes, Daddy." My voice comes out breathy with desire. 

"Good girl. Daddy is going to let you wear this to dinner, under the nice new outfit Daddy bought you." 

"But Daddy i'm going to wet my panties if you leave this in." Daddy stands me up and turns me to face him, he pulls me to his chest and whispers into my ear

"That's the point baby. Now get ready before Daddy has to spank you." I nod in compliance because the movement of the butt plug feels weird. Tonight is going to be super long. I get dressed in a new pretty pink chiffon dress and pink heels that Daddy bought me. It's so pretty, I love it. I walk into the living room to find Daddy looking drool worthy in a black tux. 

"I am ready Daddy." I announce to him. 

"You look stunning Princess." He states and he reaches out his hand for me to take. Daddy leads me to the car slowly because of my new toy that I have in. It feels good but weird, the ache between my legs is growing with each step I take. Daddy lifts me into the Jeep and buckles me in, all I can focus on is the plug all the way to the restaraunt. The next thing I know Daddy is unbuckling me and leading me into the nicest italian restraunt in town. I don't pay much attention to my surroundings as Daddy leads me through to our seats. Daddy orders for me because I am super distracted by my new toy, and by the look on his face, he is getting great joy out of my torture device in my bottom hole right now. Dinner is good, I love the pasta Daddy got me as he feeds it to me. By the time we get back home, my legs areshakig with need.

"Daddy, please...." I beg, I want the torture to end.

"Soon baby, go to the bedroom and strip for Daddy." I make my way to the bedroom and step out of the pretty dress Daddy got me, I slide my panties off and bare my chest too. I sit kneeling like Daddy likes on the floor next to the bed. "Such a good girl. Daddy's going to make you naughty now." Finally. 

"Please, Daddy. In between my legs hurt." 

"Does Daddy need to kiss it better?" 

"Yes please Daddy." Daddy picks me up and places me on my back. His large hands hold my legs open as he lowers his head to my weeping pussy.

"Daddy is going to make it all better baby. Cum when you want to." With that Daddy kisses my pussy like he is starving. each time his tounge passes over my clit I moan, louder and louder. I am so close to peaking when Daddy says, "That's it baby, cum for Daddy." I explode on command. Daddy doesn't let me have a break, with the plug still in, Daddy impales me with his hard, hot shaft. My first climax mixes with my second as Daddy thrusts in and out of me. Daddy still doesn't stop after my second climax. With little warning Daddy flips me over while still inside me, I moan as a jolt of lust goes through my body. With my chest pressed to the mattress and my ass in the air Daddy starts thrusting again. He plays with my new toy , moving it in and out and he moves. I am on pleasure overload. I feel like I am floating as Daddy continues to play with me. "Fuck baby girl. Daddy loves when you are his naughty little girl." I scream as I cum again, I feel Daddy give me his cummies, which sets off another orgasm. 

"Daddy...." My voice is weak, as I call out to him.

"I'm right here baby. Daddy's got you." As I come back down to my body I notice that Daddy gave me my paci, stuffie, and blankie. I try to move but my limbs feel like lead. I guess I really am a naughty girl. 

My tummy feels ucky today. Daddy stayed home from work even though his job is really important to his company. It makes me feel so loved and cared for. As I am laying on the couch with my stuffie, paci, blankie, and sippy watching Frozen, Daddy is in the kitchen making me soup. Daddy brings out a bowl for me to eat, but I am so tired that I have a hard time sitting up. 

"Come here babygirl. Let Daddy help you sit up." Daddy sets the bowl on the coffee table, and wraps his big strong arms around me. Daddy places me into a sitting position with ease and picks the bowl up again. "Daddy is gonna take care of you today sweets." As he says this Daddy starts feeding me the soup. MMMMMM, my favorite chicken noodle soup. By the time my soup is finished I am sleepy. 

"Daddy, I is sweepy." I state as i slide back into a laying position on the couch. 

"Okay, my sweet girl. Daddy is going to do some work from home and you get some rest. Call if you need me baby."

"Yes, Daddy." I mumble as I fall asleep. Some time later I feel Daddy kiss my forehead. "Daddy?" I ask in a sleepy daze.

"Yes princess?" 

"I wuvs yous Daddy."

"I love you too babygirl." I feel Daddy pick up my head and sit on the couch next to me. He places my head in his lap and stays there until I feel better.

Thanks for reading-

This is what I wish my day looked like. I feel like crap, the hubby is a t work and I have to take care of my babies who are all sick too. As my Dad would say "Welcome to motherhood." hahahaha. Have a good day everyone

So today I decided that having a Daddy that was 2.5 hours away. He was a wee bit awkward in person and for me I need someone who is comfortable cuddling me without being stiff. 

Now I feel bad because now he is upset. He planned to come over for dinner tonight but his kiddo is sick and I completely understand that, he thought I was distancing myself and calling him awkward for that. 

One I am moving out of town and I told him that I needed a Daddy that was close in person. Two when I didn't kiss him even though he said he was OKAY with NON sexual he got upset. Too much back and forth for me. 

Has anyone delt with this before??

After having Daddy tuck me in for bed, I slept pretty good. I woke up with a stretch and a yawn, and I heard a low chuckle coming from the doorway. I smiled knowing it was daddy. "Did you dleep good babygirll?" 

"mmmm. Yes Daddy I did." I sat up wearing the pink unicorn jammies from the night before. How did I get so lucky. 

"Time to get up little one, Daddy made pancakes and eggs for breakfast." He says as he reaches his hand out to me. I take his hand as he leads me out to the kitchen area of the cabin.

"So what are we doing today Daddy?" I ask as I sit down.

"Well little one, the plan is to eat breakfast and then go meet some of the other couples here." 

"Okay Daddy." I wouldn't mind meeting more people like me and Daddy. Daddy feeds me breakfast with milk. The way he takes care of me, is like nothing I have ever felt before. Daddy places a hand on my neck and looks into my eyes.

"Babygirl, Daddy is going to kiss you now." That was all the warning I got before his lips touched mine. The kiss was demanding and rough, almost desperate. By the time he pulled away i was breathless and wet. How did he get me wet with just a kiss? That's never happened to me before. "Okay baby, we need to go before Daddy has his way with you." I nod because I can't talk. "Go get dressed baby, wear the purplr outfit for Daddy." 

"Yes Daddy." I go and get dressed, then find Daddy waiting by the door. Daddy looks drool worthy in his faded jeans and black tee. The shirt looking like it's about to burst open from the amount of muscle Daddy has. Daddy holds out his hand for me to grab. He leads me out of the cabin and to the main picnic area I guess youwould call it. There were so many people there, I leaned closer to Daddy.

"What's wrong sweets?" 

"I don't like big crowds Daddy." 

"It's okay little one. Daddy won't let go of you. I got you baby." He squeezed my hand in reassurance. 

"Okay Daddy." The closer we got to the crowd the tighter I held Daddy's hand. I started looking through the faces in the crowd to see if I saw him. My ex somehow always knew where I was. As I amglancing through the sea of faces i start to relax when I don't see him. 

"Hey, babydoll aren't you so sweet." I freeze in place, that sneer laden voice is one I recognize on instinct.It's my ex. Daddy feels me tense up and pulls me into a hug. I bury my face in his chest and try to block out the voice that brings back so many bad memories. "Lilly? Is that you?" I feel Daddy tense at the man who know my name.

 "Who are you?" Daddy's voice is hard and cold. 

"I'm Dom. You are?" I can hear the pissing match challenge in his voice. 

"I am Joey, I am Lily's Daddy. Now who the hell are you."  Daddy holds me tighter. 

"I am the bitches master." I flinch at the venom in Dom's voice. I can feel Daddy vibrating with rage, I hear Sal voice boom over the crowd. 

"ENOUGH! Joey what the hell is going on?" Sal demands of Daddy. 

"Pretty sure this dude is Lily's ex who didn't listen to her safeword." There is a hush that goes over the crowd. I am still buried in Daddy's chest, he hasn't let go of me. I can feel the rage in the crowd and I can sense people gathering behind us. "He still think he has a claim on her." I hear a few growls from other Daddies in the crowd. I feel like I have a family standing up for me. 

"Well, I think it's clear to everyone here that she wants Joey. You have a problem with that mister." I can picture Sal getting in Doms face looking at him with a deadly glare. 

"No....no I don't" I feel a smile spread across my face at the fear in his voice. I nuzzle into Daddy's chest further, just hoping Dom would finally leave me alone. 

"Good now you can get off my property and never come back." Sals voice was like a wall not to be breached. I am so glad that I don't have to see this whole exchange I can run away and be little in my Daddy. I know Daddy will take care of me. I can feel the atmosphere change when Dom is probably escorted off the grounds. 

"Hey baby, you okay?" Daddy whispers in my ear. I nod my head not knowing if I can speak outloud without breakig down again.  "Hey thanks Sal. I'm gonna take my girl back to get some rest." Daddy doesn't even bother asking if I can walk he just picks me up and carries me away. With my face burried in Daddy's chest I finally find words.

"Thank you Daddy." I want to say more but my body breaks and I start to cry again. I cry for finally having a family, for having someone I know I can count on. When I can breath normally I say without a doubt in my mind, "Daddy,  I love you. Will you be mine forever?" Daddy pulls me away enough to look in my eyes 

"Of course I will be yours forever babygirl. Daddy loves you too." Daddy kisses me, it's slow and gentle almost like he is savoring me. It makes me want more. "Little girl, Daddy wants to claim you, to make you mine." 

"Yes, please daddy. I want that." Daddy shocks me by ripping my new pretty purple dress in half. The savage like way Daddy is undressing me is extremely hot. Daddy rips my bra off, then my panties are next to be shredded. 

"You are perfect princess, Daddy needs you to be his naughty little girl now." Daddy's voice is thick with arousal. Daddy is in such a hurry that he doesn't even bother undressing, he takes out his cock and my eyes go wide. Daddy is Huge at least ten inches, how the hell is it gonna fit? "Don't worry baby, Daddy is gonna take good care of you." Daddy pushes me down on the couch so that I am under him, he leans forward and kisses me. This kiss is so filled with passion my toes curl with desire. The cotton material of his shirt rubbing against my nipples, sends shock waves of lust to my weeping pussy. Daddy places his cock at my entrance, "Daddy is gonna go nice and slow baby." Inch my in Daddy sinks into me. Being stretched to the limit, I feel whole, complete. 

"Daddy..." It's a plea, but I don't know if it's to keep going or to stop. Pain and pleasure mingle within me sending me higher and higher. Finally Daddy is in and he groans, the sound vibrates through me.

"Fuck baby, you are so fucking tight. Fucking perfect." Daddy starts to thrust into me. Each time he thrusts his cock drags across my g-spot. a place no other man i have been with has been able to find. I feel the tension coiling tighter and tighter. "That's it sugar, cum for Daddy. Cum all over Daddy's bid hard cock." I scream with my release, my body milking him for every drop of cummies he has. I feel Daddy slip out and carry me to his room, he leaves for a minute and comes back with a warm wet cloth to clean up the mess. I feel Daddy get into bed and pull me close. 

"Thank you Daddy, I wuv you. You keep me safe." 

"Always baby. I love you too. Rest now Daddy's got you now." The last thing I remember is Daddy kissing my head before sleeping. I let the darkness drag me under in to a blissful sleep.

So my best friend talked me into doing something stupid. She wanted to sign up for a fitness camp, I agreed to go with her because lord knows I need to shed a few pounds. Well, turns out the joke is on us. I was completely baffled when we rolled up to the camp. "You sure this is the right place?" I asked.

"Yea it is. Though I probably should have read the details a little better." Great, just great. There was a swing set, a pool, and the buildings were spaced out rather far apart. This did not look like any fitness camp I had ever seen. I parked the car in front of the building that said office figuring I would get directions to the right place, or get a refund. As I walked into the office, I found myself wondering what exactly happens here. The office was a plain white color with a black desk in the middle with pink lettering that read DADDY BOOT CAMP. Odd. What really caught my attention was the man sitting behind the desk. With broad shoulders, and reddish hair, and green eyes that pinned me in place as soon as I locked gazes with the man. This was a man whose presence demanded attention. 

"Um.... I think I am at the wrong place. My firend she... uh...... she registered us for a fitness camp and didn't read the details all the way." The man's brow was arched in a way that seemed he didn't approve of our not reading the details of the camp we signed up for. 

"I see." Oh that voice. A deep, rich timbre vibrated through me. "Well, why don't you go get your friend and we can get this mess sorted out." I nodded unable to speak.  I walked out to where Betty could see me and waved her inside. When she reached me, I shook me head at her questioning look. I didn't have any answers yet. We walked back through the door to the office. I heard Betty take a breath in. She was just as shocked as I was, perfect. He wasn't alone either, the man that was also in the room looked like a brick wall walking with dark hair and blue eyes. "So, you two young ladies failed to read the details of the camp?" The red headed man asked. 

"Yes, sir." I answered for both of us.

"I am Sal and this is Joey," indicating to the walking brick wall. "Let me give you the shortened version of what happens here. All of the males on the premises are Daddy Doms. Have you ever heard of a Daddy Dom?" 

"Yes, sir. I have read about them in books, but I have never met one in person." Well, that explains a lot. All the smutty romance books I read are DDlg romances, go figure I wind up in this place. Sal nods his head.

"So, you are aware then that we have certain needs and expectations." Just hearing his voice gives me the chills. I am getting more excited about this camp by the minute. I felt Betty bristle beside me she never had a kinky side she is strictly vanilla. Great this is gonna be bad.

"I don't think I am okay with any of this, come on Lilly let's go." She grabs my hand and starts to pull me out of the office. I jerk my hand back. I don't know when I will ever get another chance like this to have what I want. She looks at me like I have lost my damn mind. "Well, if you want to be a goddamn freak you can." She stomped away. I felt tears stinging at my eyes, I need to keep myself together. I turn back to face the two men in front of me. 

"I am sorry about her. She ..... she doesn't understand any of this." I choke out, my voice tight with emotion. I see Joey walk towards me close enough to feel his body heat. 

"I am the only Daddy who doesn't have a little girl yet." His voice travels through me and relieves the sting of rejection left by Betty. "Would you like to be my babygirl?" 

"Yes, sir." I say with my eyes downward. I feel Joey get closer to me, then I feel his hand cup my chin and lift my eyes to his. the loving look in his eyes is baffling.

"It's ok little girl, but I expect to hear yes daddy not yes sir."

"Yes, Daddy." I blush at the words. 

"Such a Good Girl." those words warm my soul. I smile at him through teary eyes. "Let's go get you settled in then, yeah?" 

"Yes please Daddy." I give a tiny wave to Sal as Joey leads me out of the office. He leads me over to the nearest cabin. When we walk into the cabin I look around to get a feel for it. The walls were a dark green color and the cabinets and counters were all wood. It was very relaxing to me. I saw two doors off the main area of the cabin. 

"My room is on the left little one, your is on the right. Would you like to go see it?" I nodded. He took my hand as he led me to the door on the right side of the cabin. As soon as the door opened, I was tickled pink. The whole room was decked out in unicorns and pink bedding. There was a pink and purple stuffed unicorn on the bed and an outfit laid out. I  got the girlish excitment running through me when I saw everything. I turned to look at Joey, eyes wide with excitement. 

"Is this all for me?" No one has ever given me such nice things. 

"Yes babygirl. Daddy got all this stuff for his little girl. I hope by the time this week is over you want to stay with me forever sweets." Forever? Did i hear that right? He doesn't know me, I don't know him. He doesn't know about my physco ex who thinks he still owns me. "Hey, you okay baby?" He fixes me with a stern look, one that says he expects to be answered.

"Um... well, forever is a scary thing for me." I say looking down. "My... my  ex.... he thought that he owned me, he still thinks that." Still looking down, I take a deep breath and continue, "I have trust issues, he hurt me after I safeworded. I don't really know you and you don't know me........" I trail off not knowing what else to say. If he doesn't want damaged goods better find out now. He pulls me into his chest and wraps his massive arms around me.

"You listen here little girl, and you listen good. This week is so we can get to know each other. As for your ex, he was a piece of shit to keep going after you safeworded. Baby I will never do that, yes I may push you to your limits but I will never push you past them. You can trust me, Daddy isn't like other men baby girl." I nodded into his chest feeling safe for the first time in ages. I felt myself relax into him. he started running his hand through my hair and he whispered to me, "Daddy's got you babygirl." Those sweet words broke the dam on my tears. Joey picked me up and carried me to the couch out in the main area. He held me until I was done crying. I haven't felt this light since before my ex. 

"Thank you Daddy. I'm sorry I got you shirt all wet." I giggled out at the silliness of me wrapped up by him like a small child. 

"Sweetheart that's what Daddies are for, to love and comfort and give disipline when nessicary." He said as he he kissed the top of my head. "Alright let's get some dinner. Baby I want you to go put on that outfit I laid out for you while I cook dinner for you." 

"Yes, Daddy." I walk back into my room and am hit with a wave of emotion again. I strip off my clothes that I came here with, and put on the pretty pink dress that is laid out. There are cute white cotton panties, white sockies, and pretty pink shoes too. Once dressed, I go to the attached bathroom and look in the mirror. The person I am looking at has rosy cheeks, a light in her eyes, and a small timid smile on her face. She looks happy. I walk back out to the main area and smell spaghetti cooking. Joey turns around, and a huge smile lights up his face making him look unbearably handsome. 

"You look precious princess. Pink is a good color on you baby. Sit down while Daddy brings you dinner." I sit down at the table and wait for Daddy to bring me my dinner. Did I just call him Daddy in my head, oh well, it fits and feels right. daddy only brings one plate to the table. Weird. Daddy must have seen my confused look, "I want to feed you princess. Let Daddy take care of you yeah?" 

"Yes please Daddy." I let Daddy feed me dinner, and give me drinks of water with dinner. It was nice not having to worry about anything.........

To Be Continued ........