To start off by saying that I have been a very busy bee. LoL. I haven't had any time to get on here or check messages. Life has certainly gotten interesting for me lately. I don't think I could survive without coffee on those busy days. Going non stop from sun up to sun down. So today I have decided I must make time for me to have some fun and let loose just alittle.
Life is a thing of beauty. In the last couple of days I have learned that it's the really the small things that bring a smile to my face. Like a good morning text from my bestie or the cuddles I receive from the 2 most important people in my life. Opening up to someone is not easy for me to do. I prefer to hide in the darkness rather than live in the light. So as of today I am going to try and find things that make me truly happy. It's so much easier to say than do. When I set my mind to something it will happen no matter what. It's time to start living again.
All I day long I have been trying to think about what it is I exactly want. I know but how do I get it out what I want exactly. So many decisions.
So today I was thinking about just how many times I've ever gotten off during sex. Which is very few times. So it got in my head what's the point of sex if there is no pleasure in it for me. I love getting my partner off but I never get off. I must be broken or something.
It just occurred to me that I have no idea how Doms feel about their subs having tattoos. I have quite a few (like 18). If you don't like them that's fine but my ink is my way of expressing myself. Myself I find tattoos as a turn on. So please give me ur opinions about tattoos on a sub.
So I am somewhat new to this. I'm extremely interested in it. Honestly I'm not really very submissive. Yes I enjoy being told what to do most days. I don't have much free time due to reasons I will explain at a later time. Just looking to see if someone out there can tame me. I'm extremely hard to handle.