I often say "I am a snuggly slut". I LOVE to snuggle, and LOVE my Stuffies. My Brigade is ever growing. My new addition is front and centre - I haven't picked out a name for him yet, waiting to see his personality (I'm up for suggestions though).
Snuggly Stuffie Sunday
I have been asked many times "Why do you like pain?" and every time I am asked I laugh... It's not like when I stub my toe on the table or chair, I say "Oh yeah, give me more please" LMAO. And it's hard to explain the true feeling of what pain does for ME...
Of course there's the bad emotional pain that most people don't like (notice I said 'most'). For me, I believe I used to be an 'emotional' masochist. I only quoted 'emotional' because a Masochist comes in many forms. I feel this article is a great read: Are You A Masochist?
Anyway, back to the Pain *I* LOVE and why...
There is a certain point in where my mind just starts spiraling, the noise becomes unbearable. This is where I NEED to center myself. Slave Positions are great for me to do as while in them, my mind quiets and I center within. It gives me a purpose that I crave and need and focus on. Then, there is the other need, deeper, a certain space I need to enter, to meld my mind with my body and soul to a level of pure bliss...
I have never truly been able to articulate it, it is a feeling that has been hard for me to put into words. And then, while NOT looking for anything in particular, this meme appeared. So I HAD to share because it so perfectly describes what Pain is for me.
Always, ALWAYS play safe!!!!
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Or better... The eat that, suck that, play that, fuck that, and smack that!
Happy Frisky Fun Friday!
Morley
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It's funny how things work out, or unfold. Especially when you are least expecting it.
My last dynamic was the perfect dynamic to help me realize what it is I DIDN'T want and now what it is I DO want. I will forever be grateful for that.
What I want and need is a Best Friend above all, one who understands me, encourages me, helps me in my darkest hours, listens to my inner demons and calms my mind and whirling thoughts. One who is the missing piece to my puzzle, the one who I feel whole with.
And, He's been in front of me for a very long time, as a good friend and good support. So, although this may shock some, and probably not others, but when a big "firestorm" happened, that's when we became even closer, very close. Daily, hourly, we chatted more and more being each other's rock/ anchor/ support.
Our love was already there, but something shifted and became deeper on many levels. We talked about this in depth, we kept quite to allow ourselves to absorb what was transpiring between two souls that have this undeniable pull!
So, I can't say or know where this will go, but I can say here and now he is my Perfect, he is my Love and most of all, he is my Best Friend who has captured my heart and feeds my soul.
And to those that He may not be fans of, that's ok. Everyone has their right to their opinion. I know about ALL his past, as he knows about mine. We started as friends and our trust was already built and our foundation already forming. Things happen, people make mistakes, and unfortunately, some people get hurt along the way. I can only say that from the beginning, as it's who I truly am, I have always wanted peace and happiness for all.
So this is to You, my Love, Thank you for finding me in the midst of the storm, sheltering me, protecting me, supporting me until it weathered! ❤️
I love our journey and how it's unfolded, like I say, it's been the longest slow dance ever. So, come my Love, let's dance....
Your Morley
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